祝你生日快乐!!!~~~

我终于还是说了一句我爱你

还记得那个微凉夜里

天空正飘着小雨

心跳的声音像舞动奇迹

你看着我说千万不要爱上你

因为你只会让我伤心

别傻了快点喊停

你那么冷静忽远又忽近

我知道我对你来说也许太年轻

我想我猜我问我终于了解

原来为爱流的眼泪

也是种甜蜜滋味

只想爱你

当我和你走在一起就已经决定

不看不听不问也不会放弃

是你让我了解自己

可以为爱那么坚定

只想爱你

好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你

我知道我偶尔有一点任性

不管你做任何决定

究竟爱我还是逃避

Sorry 我还是不会放弃爱你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hpkBwizROaE

最后我还是鼓起勇气说了一句我爱你

  还记得你告诉我不要爱上你  因为你只会让我伤心

曾经告诉自己我只想爱你  我还是不会放弃爱你

但是我现在决定放弃爱你了

在這特別的一天  我的心向你唱著祝福

願神天天帶領你  伴你過人生路

我最親愛的朋友  我的微笑和燭光中  

有我最深的祝福和最虔誠的祈禱

祝你生日快樂  願平安跟隨你

祝你生日快樂  願主愛擁抱你

祝你生日快樂  願平安跟隨你

祝你生日快樂  生命不再空虛  一生為主而活

Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh  天天充滿祂的喜樂盼望

Happy  Birthday  to  you

Happy  Birthday  to  you

Happy  Birthday  to  Kok Hwee~~~

Happy  Birthday  to  yooouuuuu!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wuY_4RZowy4

闭上眼去感觉淡淡的思念就很美三月的微风吹过秋 飘过冬

睁开眼去体会

深深的烙印在心田

抬头望着天空

彷佛也飘荡着悸动

回忆在从前

从前只是不完美的恋

过往在哭 曾经在笑

感动只是一种情绪的反覆

眼泪在昨天

昨天永远只是一个缺

如果只是如果 我会期待

大声说出来

我想要的爱

学着抛开 学会释怀

所有的决定我都明白

爱 应该是要勇敢去追

就不后悔 只要我不后退

真爱将会变的 更美

回忆在从前

相信未来是完美的恋

我不会哭 继续微笑
选择把对你的爱寄向远方
决定说再见
今天将会是最后一天
过去不是永远 明天醒来
最初的期待
我最真的爱

http://www.666ccc.com/lrc/351/117147.htm

这是我最后一次 这样的想你

  谢谢你给我这个让我成长的机会

    下次见面 记得对我说声 嘿

A msg from him at last!

Yesterday at around 7pm, I received an SMS from him! :D :D :D I was at tamp mall at that time. I was so happy that I shouted in the mall. When I saw his name on my phone, I couldn't believe my eyes. I was so shocked and scared about what would be his reply that I couldn't even read the message myself. Zzz...
I'm really glad to hear that he is doing well now. But his reply to one of my question, 'Have you ever like me before' left me ??? in my head. I really can't understand what he is trying to mean. And I told him that I hope that he will let me know more about him by letting me msg him sometimes. But if he don't want to then there's no choice already. I also can't do anything right? I don't want him to feel pressured or stressed by this.
He said that he couldn't do much about my feelings for him.. What did he meant by this? Does he mean that he don't even want to be friends with me? Haiz...
He told me to LIVE WELL.. How can I, when my life is without him? He also said that he had many more that he should say but let me just end here.. What are the many more that he should say?
Although his reply really left me a lot of ???, but I'm really glad that he replied. :)

- Do you know how it feels to let go of someone you really love for a long time just for them to be happy?
- If I'm staying up late to text you even though I'm tired, please know that you are very important to me.
- 如果喜欢一个人，就会很想知道他有没有那么一点点喜欢你。
- 总有一个人，他的一封信息足以让你微笑一整天。

3rd day of depression...

Today is the third day of waiting... I still did not receive any reply from him. It feels like he don't even care and I'm here being so depressed about it. Haiz... :(
I received a message on Facebook at about 9.45pm, and I was like praying and wishing that it will be from him. But when I opened my eyes and saw that it was not him, I felt so disappointed. A disappointment that i've never felt before. Haiz...
I've decided to give him a message first. I really want at least a reply from him.
I'll send him an SMS tonight at 11:11 Wishing he will reply me. Hope to receive an SMS from him soon!
I'm really so depressed now... Keep thinking about this... Can't stop thinking about this... :(

至少回复一下那封信嘛！ 一个句子也好。。。 我写了那么多，难道要你回复几句很过份吗？

Everytime I receive a message, whether on Facebook or my handphone, I was hoping that it will be from you...

2nd day of waiting...

It's been a day since I gave him the letter. Still haven receive any reply at all. What does this mean? Does it mean that I have to really give up now? Or should I wait for a few more days? Perhaps till after the weekend? But the process of waiting is so tiring and painful... Keep thinking abt it and I can't help feeling upset and moody... Hope he will make the waiting process shorter. At least a reply from him... Just a 'I've received it' will do. I dun expect anything, at least know he have already read it. And perhaps I will be able to give him up wholeheartedly after that... Hope to receive his reply soon... :(

Letter written and given to him...

Today I've passed him a letter that i've written during the April holidays.
11:11 Wish he would reply me soon.
I'm really very anxious and at the same time, worried.