Just a DREAM!

I dreamt of smth so weird today.
Here's the story: I was in a bus and suddenly, I saw KH, his usual friends and XF board the same bus as me. I was so shocked and do not know how to react when I saw KH and XF holding hands. I was quite surprised that KH would choose to sit beside me and it was even shocking to see XF sitting on KH lap. It was so awkward and I was really really very upset when I saw what they were doing. They were so close that i couldn't believe my eyes and I kept looking outside the window. When it reached the last station, they alighted first. I quickly walked to the MRT and I heard XF saying to KH and their friends that she needed to top up her ezlink card.
And after that, I was awake already. When I woke up, I was so sad. But I was glad that it was just a dream. It's so impossible to dream or even imagine that they could ever be a couple. What a weird dream as it can never happened between them! How could I ever have dreamt of that?
Whenever I think of him having a gf, I would be very upset. But what can I do? I can do nth but just to hope that he does not have a gf. Even if he has, I just have to keep thinking that he does not have a gf...just keep lying to myself so that I would not be upset. I would rather not know anything rather than to know everything and be so upset over it.

- One of the saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you.