Today is his birthday and I've actually written a letter for him. But I just can't get myself to give it to him. So I'm just going to post what I've written here, hoping that he would see it.
明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你.
A letter that will never get to him:
Happy 17th Birthday Kok Hwee!!! May all your dreams N wishes come true! Stay happy N smile always! I have decided to give you something on your this year's birthday. Hope you will like it. It's a blog which I have written from year 2008 till now. Here's my blog: http://if-i-was-brave-enough-to-admit.blogspot.com/
I've actually stopped writing for almost a year. But recently, I started writing again. I hope you will spend some time to read it. I really hope you will give me a chance to be with you. But even if we cannot be together even after you read all these, I still really hope to be friends with you. And even if I don't have a chance to be with you, I hope you will answer a question of mine. Here's the question that I've been wanting to ask you: 'Have you ever like me before?' Even if it was just a little bit... ... I hope you will answer this question. Because 听说你曾经喜欢过我, so I really want to know the answer. I've been waiting for the answer for 3 years and I really hope to get an answer to this question. Anyway, enjoy yr day! =) Hope to receive your reply soon.
♥ Cassandra Ho
15/11/2011
有人说我们彼此相爱, 可是我们没有在一起.
我知道我可以这样的一直爱着你. 因为我还是一样地爱你.
I've once told myself:
我要努力地不爱你, 因为我不能忘记你.
But
我真的不想忘记你, 因为我真的太爱你.
没有谁能取代你在我心里, 只要有你, 我哪里还需要别的愿望.
I know how painful, waiting for someone can cause.
Waiting is indeed a difficult and painful process.
对过去, 对未来, 我什么都没办法确定, 唯一能够确定的是我爱你.
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