10 more days...

Today is the 5th of November. 10 more days to his birthday. Should I tell him about this? Still thinking. Haiz...
At this point of time, memories all came to my mind again.

I still remember how we got to know each other. Perhaps u have forgotten, but I never will. There was once in Miss Chin's lesson that u chat a lot wif yr group of friends and she kept asking u and yr friends to stop talking but u all still continued. I guess she knew that if she asked one of u to change seat, yr group would not have the chance to talk anymore. And she was thinking who to change the seat for. And she decided to ask u to sit beside me. At first, u didn't talk to me at all and I did not know if I should start to talk to u first as I was a shy girl. But on that lesson, Miss Chin wanted the class to do partner work, which was to read a passage and discuss about it. I kept peeking if u would start talking to me first but after waiting for quite some time, u still did not talk at all. U just lean back on your chair and read the passage. At last, I did not have a choice as I was afraid Miss Chin would ask why we are not doing anything. I cannot be just sitting there and not doing anything. So I decided to talk to u first. I still remembered what I said to u: 'Have u read finish the passage?' Haha! And we started to talk a bit. That's when I start to know u and slowly, have feelings for u.

I just want to know if u have feeling for me before even if we cannot be together. I still remembered when I was in PDP and Xue Ying called. And when I picked up the call, what I heard were just noises from the surroundings. I kept saying 'Hello hello...' but nobody answered. I thought that she accidentally called me and so I wanted to hang up. But I suddenly heard someone saying 'Do you like Cassandra?' And I was shocked to hear that. I was wondering who she was asking. And I heard a guy voice saying smth. But I did not get to catch what that guy had said as it was too noisy for me to hear anything. After that, there was nth but all those noises that came from the surroundings. At that time, my mind was so confused and lots of things were going through my mind, and I just hung up the call. I'm thinking if that guy was you. Till now, I still wonder who the guy is.

The next day, the class was like teasing me and you. I missed the memories when we were in the same class. I really missed the times when we could see each other everyday. I really miss everything regarding you. Still remembered u sang one of jay chou's song class. And I was so happy as I was just sitting in front of u. Was really very happy to hear u sang for the 1st time.

Wish you would know how much you are important to me, wish you would know how much I miss you and most importantly, wish you would know how much I love you.

I know I'm not skinny, tall or pretty like other girls are but I hope that u will just give me a chance to prove that I'm different from them by showing how much I love you.

Perhaps u have changed and is not the one that I've known from secondary 1 anymore. I might not know u anymore but I believe that my love for u will not change no matter how much u have changed because people change but the love will never change.

People's tastes don't change, some things will never be the same again, but some feelings will never change no matter what happens.

❤ Cassandra