If i was brave enough, perhaps we will be together

Koizora 恋空

2012-01-21T16:58:00.004+08:00

This is the second time I watch this japanese movie called Koizora. It's a very touching and sad movie... I'm so touched when I see what the guy have done for the girl and how much they love each other. But the ending was really sad. :( The guy had cancer and died in the end. I started to cry when the guy said 'smile' on the phone to the girl before he died. :'( And I couldn't stop crying after that. I can't even imagine myself if the people I love will leave me one day. Whenever I think that there will be a day that someone I love will leave me, I will start to cry. :'( Why must people die? Why? This question keep staying in my mind. I wish there is no death in this world... :(

Watching a Japanese Drama called Buzzer Beat too. Perhaps, watching this show can brighten up my day again. Hope that I will not think so much and be sad anymore after watching this drama.

The following day is CNY!!! Have been looking forward to this day! Can dress up nicely! Yayyy!!! LOL! I'm gonna do my nails tmr before going to my grandma house to have my reunion dinner with my family and relatives. :D

Just a DREAM!

2012-01-12T20:36:00.001+08:00

I dreamt of smth so weird today.
Here's the story: I was in a bus and suddenly, I saw KH, his usual friends and XF board the same bus as me. I was so shocked and do not know how to react when I saw KH and XF holding hands. I was quite surprised that KH would choose to sit beside me and it was even shocking to see XF sitting on KH lap. It was so awkward and I was really really very upset when I saw what they were doing. They were so close that i couldn't believe my eyes and I kept looking outside the window. When it reached the last station, they alighted first. I quickly walked to the MRT and I heard XF saying to KH and their friends that she needed to top up her ezlink card.
And after that, I was awake already. When I woke up, I was so sad. But I was glad that it was just a dream. It's so impossible to dream or even imagine that they could ever be a couple. What a weird dream as it can never happened between them! How could I ever have dreamt of that?
Whenever I think of him having a gf, I would be very upset. But what can I do? I can do nth but just to hope that he does not have a gf. Even if he has, I just have to keep thinking that he does not have a gf...just keep lying to myself so that I would not be upset. I would rather not know anything rather than to know everything and be so upset over it.

- One of the saddest thing in the world is loving someone who used to love you.

The LAST day of 2011!!!~

2011-12-31T21:32:00.006+08:00

Just realized today is the last day of 2011. Time pass so fast! May next year, 2012, be a better year for me... Everybody is writing their new year resolution but I don't even know what resolution I want.

Perhaps... good results in school? Everybody around me to be healthy and happy? What I want is just simple.

Perhaps, when I grow day by day, what I want gets lesser and lesser. Have I lost my way in my life? I seem to have no goals at all. Just what do I live for? Sometimes, I just think about this question...

Oh ya, I just thought of a resolution, which is this: Not to get into relationship till I find someone who will not make me fall out of love forever. Like this, I will not fall out of love anymore. Neither will I be upset or cry for any guy anymore.

Although the phrase below is quite true, but my resolution is not one of these two options:

不失恋的方法只有两个：

一是不再恋爱

二是勇敢去爱

直至遇见一个永远不会让你失恋的人

I want these 2 bears for 2012! Aren't they cute?

I want to drink these 2 teas again at Sunway Lagoon!

Aren't this photo cool? I'm gonna do these when I have a bf. LOL!

I have tried these this year... AND...

I'M GONNA TRY THESE BEAUTIFUL POLKA DOTS AND RIBBONS NEXT YEAR, 2012! =D

OMG! Aren't they BEAUTIFUL?

Have been trying to find this book... Hope I will be able to find it next year.

Ahhh!!! I want these 2 accessories!

Sometimes you just gotta accept that

some people can only be

in your heart

but not

in your life.

如果你爱我，就不要来伤害我.

不要等到了一个笑容，才面露慈善;

不要等被爱了，才去爱;

不要等到寂寞了，才明白朋友的价值;

不要等到一份好的工作，才要开始工作;

不要等拥有许多，才开始转贴;

不要等别人受伤了，才乞求原谅;

不要等分开了，才想到挽回。

不要等待，因为，你不知道等待需要花费多少的时间。

有些爱，错过了就不在了..

如果你想哭我的肩膀借你，

如果你想笑我会与你同笑。

就算我不是你的谁谁谁…

我还是会为你做所有的一切

因为我爱你…

很多人觉得我傻

但我就是爱你…

DRAMA & MOVIE

2011-12-30T15:25:00.021+08:00

I ♥ Bolin Chen, 李大仁, SMILE!!! =) Especially his cheeky smile at the last episode! His dimples are so cute too!!! :P I really love it when he 撒娇 and when he's so gentle, sweet and romantic!!! :D Oh my gosh! I guess I'm starting to fall in ♥ with him! HAHA!~ I've watched the whole of last episode of In Time With You two times already and I still find it seriously super nice and funny!!! :D :D :D

YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

It's a great and super nice movie! I ♥ Romantic movies! :D :D :D

It is so touching! :') A wonderful and funny movie!!! Wanna watch it again! ♥

Watched Family Outing just for Ha Ji Won! She's the most cutest and beautiful lady!!! ♥ her since she acted in Secret Garden! She's on episode 68 and 69 of Family Outing. She really makes the show so funny and entertaining! Her *scream* while moving her hands up and down is so cute! *Scream* with her while she does that. HAHA! I'm crazy over her!!! :D :D :D

What I want is simple: I just wan to be with you.

Really envy girls who are so beautiful!

HYUN BIN & HA JI WON ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

I'M STILL SO IN LOVE WITH THEM!!! ♥♥♥

RANDOM Pictures taken in 2011

2011-12-30T13:20:00.019+08:00

This is me!

My Parents who's always by my side when I need them! =D

My Handsome DAD! ♥♥♥

My Beautiful MUM! ♥♥♥

My Parents and ME!

My Grandma! I ♥ YOU lots N lots!

PDP! The people who makes my Secondary school life exciting and fun!

A PDP gathering and we had dinner at Suki-ya at Tampines Mall that day.

MY BEST-EST FRIEND, XIN YING! ♥♥♥

Pictures that we taken at Marina Bay Sands on her birthday.

We went to watch the play, WICKED. =D

We were both so beautiful that day! LOL! HAHA!

First Cousin of mine who got married! =D

His siblings and his wife:

All my Relatives:

The ladies:

The gentleman:

My mum, me and the beautiful bride:

Pictures of me taken by the camera man: :P

At the Wedding Dinner:

Delicious thai food at Wang Yhingthai Restaurant on my Dad's birthday.

Beautiful kites that were taken by me:

Once, I believed that love at first sight does exist.

Thanks for making me realized that it does not exist at all.

You don't need me anymore because you have found someone who can replace me.

The moment when it's the first time you ran in such a heavy rain and you felt like crying in the rain.

Let go when you're hurting too much,

Give up when love isn't enough,

And move on when things aren't like before.

Because, surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.

Whenever you miss someone, look at the sky.

Although you might not see the person there,

but feel happy that both of you are under the same sky.

SECRET GARDEN!!! ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥

2011-12-27T15:47:00.065+08:00

Hyun Bin (Kim Joo Won!!!) ♥♥♥

Funny KJW :

KJW with his Branded Jacket :

KJW the Bookworm :

Handsome, Romantic & Cool Hyun Bin :

Ha Ji Won (Gil Ra Im!!!) ♥♥♥

Beautiful, Cute & Cool HJW :

Handsome Hyun Bin & Beautiful Ha Ji Won :

The FUNNY & Interesting Couple :

The ROMANTIC & LOVING Couple :

The SWEET Couple :

The PERFECT Couple :

The other Casts :

Hyun Bin & Yoon Sang Hyun Kiss!

Yoon Sang Hyun & Ha Ji Won :

Yoon Sang Hyun (OSKA!) ♥♥

Kim Sa Rang (Yoon Seul) ♥♥

Oska & Yoon Seul :

Lee Philip (Im Jong Soo) :

The Handsome Man & Beautiful Woman :

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2011-12-25T22:01:00.012+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone!!! =D May everyone of you enjoy Christmas today! ^^

Today I went to Century Square to eat Sakae Sushi for dinner with my family! Hehe.

After that, we went to Tampines Mall, BreadTalk to buy log cake! It actually cost $46, but got $8 discount.

It's super beautiful and delicious! Embark on a yummy scrummy adventure this holiday season! This is the log cake that we bought, it's named 'Chocolate Adventure'.

Today, I saw KH with Cedric and another friend, whom I do not know, at around 9.20pm, when I was at Tampines inter with my family waiting for bus 22 and 65 to go home. Cedric saw me, but not him as his side view was facing me. He still looks so cool and muscular. He's hair is really long now. And he's hair is now no longer brown, but BLACK! Lol!

It has been a long time since I saw him. Really very glad to see him today. This is the happiest thing that had happened today. Hope to see him soon in school!

Gonna watch my korean drama, 'Secret Garden' now! I'm on episode 14 already! I just started around the middle of last week. Fast eh?! Haha. Here I come, Hyun Bin!!! ♥♥♥

Songs that describe my feelings now...

2011-12-17T16:56:00.036+08:00

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了这条路走了多久心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的让时间说真话虽然我也害怕在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有以后
我们都累了却没办法往回走两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂两个相爱的人等着对方先说想分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
林俊杰 - 记得:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dz86hSj7X6M
张惠妹 - 记得:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9xthLlCrHYU&feature=related

任性如我其实不想联络
你说人总要学会成熟
吃定我的软弱你没有错
对于你的言不由衷对于你的言词闪烁
我无话可说只好点头

别说我不懂那都是借口
真心话说不出口走下去只会更寂寞
别说我不懂好听的话别说
这一次你决定要走就不要回头也别说我不懂

我静静坐在这里听你说
一片乌云经过大雨接着无声的降落
淋湿了空气里面的冷漠
反正眼前一片蒙胧有眼泪就躲进这场大雨中
你说我们还是朋友有心事还能对你说

别说我不懂那都是借口
真心话说不出口走下去只会更寂寞
别说我不懂好听的话别说
这一次你决定要走就不要回头也别说我不懂

别说我不懂爱本来自由
你的温柔就像泡沫想用力握紧就碎破
别说我不懂好听话都别说
你走了我也不回头难过为什么你就别再问我
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
曾静玟 - 别说我不懂:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZkkwMh1gXc

你不在当我最需要爱你却不在
你不在高兴还是悲哀你都不在
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
王力宏 - 你不在:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_OP1roi1_Fs&ob=av2e

又回到最初的起点
记忆中妳青涩的脸
我们终于来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿見妳一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后故意讨妳温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合妳舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱着她

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱妳拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是妳

那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉妳告诉妳我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱着妳
紧紧抱着妳
♥♥♥ ♥♥♥ ♥♥♥
那些年 - 胡夏:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xWzlwGVQ6_Q&feature=related

I hate lightning, because what comes next is the thunderstorm.
I ♥ YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE!!! :D
♥那些年, 我们一起追的女孩♥

It was you...15/12/2011, the day you went away.

2011-12-16T10:11:00.024+08:00

Do you remember all the words you have said and all the things you have done for me before? I don't think so. Because if you do, you wouldn't have left me. Let me list down so that you would know all your efforts have all gone to waste.

It was you who kept staring at me during the o-levels preparation night study.
It was you who started all these first by posting 'OOH, so you're Cassandra. Ok now at least i know who you really are.' on my Facebook wall.
It was you who asked for my email for msn and after that, my handphone number.
It was you who said 'You need an arm at your shoulder' and 'I think my arm fits perfectly on it.', when my shoulder looks so empty in a photo.
It was you who said 'You are the only one consoling me.', when you had to go Malaysia alone to take care of yr grandmother.
It was you who said that 'You are pretty', when I said 'I am not that pretty.'
It was you who said 'Really want to see you as it had been too long'

When u posted some phrase on Facebook showing that you were sad, I was the one to comfort you and said 'You can bear and keep everything to yourself. You can even put on a mask in front of others but what you are doing is just hurting yourself even more. I can't do anything if you choose to be like this. It's your choice anyway. I guess I'm just not important to you. If I am, why are you hurting me by doing these to yourself?', AND...It was you who said 'Girl, I don't mean anything. I'm sorry if it really hurt you but that's who I am. No one knows me. My dear, you won't understand why I'm like this unless you're in my shoes. I don't want you to know too much about me because I don't want you to worry but I don't know if you would. I've benn through too many obstacles mentally and physically. I don't know why I have to or I'm just born to go through. But then, I won't let the girl I like to feel it.'

It was you who said that I could 'Meet you alone, anytime. Just call.'
It was you who said 'Need see first lo. Let you know bah.', when I at last, plucked up my courage to ask you out because you said 'I refused to meet you alone.'
It was you who said 'Play for me! I'll be there listening. I have time as long as you will play for me', when I started learning how to play a piano and that you have to wait very long before I can play it for you.
It was you who said 'I save the unique hugs and kisses for you!'
It was you who said 'Msg you whenever you want it', when I said 'I was wondering if you would msg me.'
It was you who said 'Cute. That's tempting know. If I'm there, you're gonna get a surprise back hug! You have to act on, hold my hand!', when my neighbour secretly took a photo of me standing and playing the keyboard. AND... It was you who said 'I'm really good in changing imagination to reality', when I said that you are really good in imagining.
It was you who asked me 'When are you giving me the opportunity and I am waiting.'
It was you who said 'Come on, tell me what's pestering you?', when I said that I couldn't sleep.
It was you who waited for me outside school till 8pm when you didn't even msg or tell me at all that you were waiting for me and I didn't even agree that I would meet you after school and that I just said 'see first' when you asked me 2 days before that day. How am I suppose to know that you were waiting for me when I haven even agree? And you were waiting for me at the bus stop opposite the bus stop that I take to go home. And if you waited for me till 7 plus already and I still didn't turn up, why didn't you msg me?
It was you who said 'I waited because I wanted to, thinking that you will know that I am waiting for you.'
It was you who told me 'Anytime girl, just give me a call.'
It was you who said 'Hardly go see other's profile...Give you some attention mah.'
It was you who said 'I'm always free' and that you remembered that my favourite colour was Purple when I forgotten that your favourite colour was White.
It was you who said 'You should have stayed in MOE so that I can have a mate to study with.', when I changed my CDS from MOE to Intro to project management.

I told you before that I am not a girl who can go out often and you knew it. But one day, you said 'I need someone to come out. Don't like staying at home.' But what can I do? I told you before already right?

It was you who said 'It's okay, Your decision' when I said 'Shy leh' when you asked 'Can I fetch you at 7 from school?'
It was you who said 'You just have to someday. Set the time right before it goes off.', when I said 'Don't know why still can't make myself to meet you alone till now. I'm sorry. I guess I just can't get the courage to meet you.'
It was you who said 'A good girl loves a naughty boy.'
It was you who encouraged me and said 'It's not unlike you. Put it this way, you are smart but they are smarter.', when I said 'My brothers are so smart, unlike me.'
It was you who said 'I'm just waiting for you to meet me.'
It was you who said 'Never leh! I confirm go down IF you say you wanna meet up.', when I said 'You forget about me.'
It was you who insist on fetching me from school and that you are free when I said not to as it would be troublesome for you to come school again when I take only a few minutes to get home and that you will also spend a lot of time.
It was you who said that you like straight-forward people and you don't like to guess what people are thinking. But when I said 'Be straight forward', it was you who said 'I don't have to say it out. You know what I'm expecting.'

When you were sick and refused to eat and even, see a doctor as you felt that it is a waste of money and it was still bearable, I sms-ed you everyday to ask about your condition. You don't know how worried and concern I am for you.

Once, I saw you boarding the same bus as me on bus 22 and I didn't tell you till I reached home. It was you who said 'Ask also useless, I'm already at home. No point asking when our eyes don't meet.', when I asked you 'Why you never ask me where I saw you?' I wanted to say 'hi' to you after we alighted, but you were walking so fast that I couldn't catch up with you.

It was you who said 'A small birthday card with wishes is good enough what. Your friend gonna be happy then.', when I made a big birthday card for one of my friend. I told you 'It is because he made me a card on my birthday too and he's a super awesome friend', but you said 'Ooh sweet. Good for you then.'
It was you who said 'There's no fun without a girl's companion.', when I said 'Hope you have a happy 11/11/11!'
It was you who said 'I'm not at home. Tomorrow help you?', when I asked you maths questions that I do not know, but you forgotten to teach me the next day.
It was you who said 'I LOVE IT', when I told you my whereabouts.
It was you who said 'Imma bad boy.', when I called you 'Good boy!' when you said that you were going do homework.
It was you who comforted me and said 'Don't cry la aiyo... Not your problem mah, just stay out of it. Wash your face! This kinda thing, you're not suppose to cry for. Don't think too much, it's over.', when I cried because of some family matters.
It was you who said 'What you mean by nonsense? This is experience.', when I said 'Thanks for bearing this nonsense of mine.'

When your girl friend want you to choose stuff for her boyfriend, you said that you don't have good taste when I said that you were such a good friend. You said 'She trust my taste, up to her lo' when I said 'Then you still can help her choose. Means you still got taste mah.' But you don't know how I feel deep inside me.

It was you who said 'I miss my phone msg tone!', when I was going Sunway Lagoon for 3 days 2 nights. And... when I came back, you said you knew that you were the first that I sms-ed because 'I'm the most important person to you mah!'
It was you who said 'So cute xia you!', when I described my action and reaction when I dropped my phone in the bus. And... When I asked you why, you said 'The way you talk and the way you're embarrassed' makes me cute.
It was you who said 'There's a word in my dictionary call wait.'
It was you who said 'Next time go home with me better still', when I said 'We also end school different time.'
It was you who said 'Depends on how I waste it lo.', when I said 'You got so much time to waste ar?'
It was you who said 'I buy redbull go yr block give you.', when I said that I was tired in class.
It was you who said 'Waiting for you to step in the reserve slot in my heart mah. Very special, at the core of my heart.'
It was you who said 'Weak girl! You need a strong man!', when I said 'My arms and shoulders pain' after carrying so many books to school.
It was you who said 'That's my girl!', when I said 'You're my sweetest candy.'
It was you who said that '‎11:10 I grabbed down every single star out there.', when I said '‎11:11 Wish upon a star!' And... when you sms-ed me in the afternoon the next day, you said 'Just woke up! Hard work leh grabbing the stars, so sleep more.' It was you who said 'One! I found the one that represents your heart.', when I asked you 'How many stars have you grab for me?'
It was you who always said 'You really can't catch up with my nonsense/joke' and 'I'm filled with nonsense, that's what I'm good at, bring laughter.'
It was you who said 'Not bad, my girl is changing!', when I said 'Lots of more first time for you to find out!'
It was you who said 'Ok! As long as you would.', when you asked me out to exercise together, I said 'Next time bah.'
It was you who said 'Ya, think of you too much! Imagine how sweet you're dreaming' when you couldn't sleep the whole night, and I said 'Think of me ar?'
It was you who said 'Don't so harsh ah! My mouth not sweet to just any girls leh!', when I said 'Sweet talk again. Never think of me right?'
It was you who said 'Don't care.', when I said your girl friend likes you.
It was you who said 'Aiyo baby aware of my doings!', when I stalked you on Facebook.
It was you who said 'You bored can always msg me.'

When you said 'Go beach with me ah! Damn relaxing! Love it. Beach must at night go then you will feel it, very unique feeling.' It was you who said 'Holidays I working...', when I said 'During the holidays?'

It was you who said 'I'm msging a girl that I rarely see, that's weird' and 'I hardly see you in school but we msg like we're so damn close.'
It was you who said 'I rather see you everyday' and 'See you much better than msg, at least can interact face to face.'
It was you who said 'Msg really boring.' However, after that you said 'No la, just wanna see the person I always msg with', when I said 'Wah, feeling boring already ar.'
It was you who said 'I LOVE YOU' first.
It was you who said 'I am beautiful.'
It was you who tried to joke with me by asking me 'Honestly speaking, do you have a crush on me now?' And I replied 'If I don't, why would I msg you everyday or even so concern about you?' And you joke by saying 'Okay don't love me anymore. I got someone else I like. Sorry.' Although you were just joking, you don't know how upset I was at that point of time when I saw the msg.
It was you who said 'My msg brightens your day.' and 'I know someone waiting for my msg.'
It was you who said 'Don't you feel good when someone's missing you?'
It was you who said 'Nvm chat in your dream. Think of me before you sleep!', when I was going to sleep and you just woke up.
It was you who said 'I love it!', when I said 'I think of you before I sleep.'
It was you who said 'My girlfriend don't need scared of me staring at girls.'
It was you who said 'You dare come sit beside me, I confirm happy!'
It was you who said 'Next time see you with your friends sitting down again, I confirm go there say I'm your boyfriend!'
It was you who said 'It's not about the appearance, it's about who you are.'
It was you who said 'Good girl.'
It was you who said 'Help me say happy birthday father-in-law!', when it was my father's birthday.
It was you who said I'm 'sibei cute.'
It was you who said 'Baby bragged about me to her friends! How would a girl as shy as you brag about things?'
It was you who said 'Hao la Hao la', when I said 'I ask my neighbour accompany me to meet you.'
It was you who said 'Seriously cannot tolerate you, damn cute!'
It was you who said 'Ooh ok, my bad!', when I said 'Thinking of you... Thinking why you never msg me... Waiting for your sms...'
It was you who said 'Don't stress uh! Study hard then holiday play hard!', when I am stress doing my homework or studying.
It was you who always say 'Waiting for you!'
It was you who said 'You tried your best, no worries! Don't compare yourself with others.', when I didn't do well for my test. AND... It was you who said 'Aiya enough! Stop! You did your best! That's good enough!', when I continued feeling upset.
It was you who said 'Sleeping then msg me?! Cannot like that know?!', when I always msg you just saying Goodnight.

When you started to know your girl friend likes you, you said 'I only heard from my classmates that she likes me.' and you both were close.

It was you who said 'Don't know? You think so?', when I said 'That girl must be pretty!' and when I asked you if she was pretty.
It was you who said 'You also think so? Ok that's weird...', when I said 'I also know she likes you.'
It was who said 'Because you think so.', when I asked 'Why weird?'
It was you who said 'No wonder you're jealous.', when I said 'Makemejealousonly', 'Dunmakemejealousla', 'I think and feel that way too.' But you don't know how upset and uncomfortable I feel when you told me a girl likes you.
It was you who said 'I need a March baby', when I said 'I'm an August baby.'
It was you who started calling me 'Sweetheart, dear, darling, baby.'

AND ONE DAY, YOU SEND ME A MSG THAT SAYS "SORRY, LET'S JUST BE FRIENDS. I APPRECIATE YOUR CONCERN AND CARE FOR ME BUT I THINK THINGS WON'T WORK OUT THIS WAY. BUT ONE THING FOR SURE, MY CARE IS STILL HERE. I DON'T WANT YOU TO GIVE FALSE HOPE ANYMORE, PLEASE UNDERSTAND." What can I say when I saw this msg??? I can only just say 'ALRIGHT.'

It was you who waited for me for so long before I agreed to be with you and now, you decided to leave me after chasing me for so long.
It was you who started all first and now you decided to end it! When I just started saying 'I love you too, every minute, every second!!!', you decided to leave me and end everything.

You have already waited so long since before the O-levels and now, you decided to leave me.
I guess you have waited too long, that is why your feeling for me is gone and it can longer be found.

THIS CAN ONLY PROVE THAT THIS IS NOT TRUE LOVE BECAUSE TRUE LOVE WON'T BE GONE JUST BECAUSE OF TIME.

♥那些年, 你在追的女孩♥

阳光天使 SUNSHINE ANGEL!~ ❤❤❤

2011-12-04T13:07:00.041+08:00

❤ Wu Chun & Rainie Yang ❤

❤ Songs! ❤

1) 陳乃榮 - 不能告訴我

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qvno-kKRUcQ&feature=related

2) Boney M - Sunny

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4w_nPLuVLyk&feature=related

3) 陳乃榮 - 終於

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k35_Z-DTTxs&feature=related

4) 陳乃榮 - 聽見

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vh1YD2baPrU&feature=related

In Time With You 我可能/不会爱你

2011-12-03T17:11:00.035+08:00

❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤

1) 陈柏霖-我不会喜欢你:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCJWkJl3s1U&feature=related

我想我应该应该不会爱你

为了要努力努力的不爱你

所以我让自己那么喜欢你

这样你就不忍心和我分离

我想我讨厌讨厌骄傲的你

也讨厌美好美好的那个你

于是我要自己假装讨厌你

那么你就舍不得离我而去

我必须说我真的不会喜欢你　

我不喜欢你占据我所有思绪

连你的窃笑也像是鼓励

从早安后的早餐到晚餐后的晚安

别笑了别笑了我不会喜欢你

我放空了我解脱了你还是在我的眼里

我喜欢了我讨厌了影响不了我的呼吸

原来我已经无法自拔我秘密的爱上你

你不必懂我真的不会喜欢你

我不想要你因为我变得消极

有你的城市下雨也美丽

从黎明后的太阳到深夜里的月光

别想了别想了我不会喜欢你

2) 韦礼安-还是会:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiPQ3GtQeDU&feature=related

在日出之前能不能再看一眼你的脸

在离开以前能不能再说一些真心的诺言

能不能给我更多的时间就躺在你的身边

把这画面你静静的脸温柔的肩记在心里面

还是会

害怕醒来不在你身边的时候

害怕从此不在你左右

或许我

还是会还是会还是会不知所措

从今以后没有我你会不会

太寂寞

3) 林依晨-翅膀:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lnF3EmoEITY&feature=related

你终于勇敢牵起我的手

你说你爱了我好久好久

我点了头紧握你的手

然后我们一起了

你说会带我游整个地球

我们要在一起直到最后

有你保护我心都可放了

手已牵了天更辽阔

因为有你陪我的世界不再黑

我的天空有你从此不再乱飞

你就是我的翅膀陪我到前方

让我学会了雨和雷后一定看见彩虹

你就是我的翅膀带着我飞翔

累了之后有你为我取暖

你让我更勇敢更坚强

我只希望有你一直陪在我身旁

4) 洪佩瑜-踮起腳尖愛:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jiac6p_Z3KU&feature=related

舞鞋穿了洞‭ ‬裂了缝‭ 预备迎接一个梦

OK‭ ‬绷‭ ‬遮住痛要把苍白都填充

勇气惶恐‭ 我要用哪一种

去面对他一百零一分笑容

等待‭ 的时空‭ 有点重重得时针走不动

无影踪‭ ‬他始终‭ 不曾降临生命中

我好想懂谁放我手心里捧

幸福啊依然长长的人龙

想踮起脚尖找寻爱

远远的存在

我来不及‭ 说声嗨

影子就从人海晕开

才踮起脚尖的期待

只怕被亏待

我够不着还‭ 微笑忍耐唔

等你回过头来‭

哪天扑了空‭ ‬折了衷祈祷终于起作用

一阵风‭ ‬吹来梦却又败在难沟通

我终于懂怎么人们的脸孔

想到爱寂寞眼眶就转红

才踮起脚尖的期待

只怕被亏待

我够不着还‭ 微笑忍耐唔

等你回过头来‭

你会回过头来

回过头来

5) 蔡昌憲 - 普通朋友的朋友:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aoySyBXwJmc&feature=related

6) Aggie - 旋转门:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QMFVK0MICF4&feature=related

7) 王宏恩 - 现在开始:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zR1HI_3rpAY&feature=related

❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤ ❤❤❤

想你渐渐变成我的一种习惯.

You Are My Oxygen

2011-11-23T17:48:00.010+08:00

沈入越来越深的海底我开始想念你我好孤寂

跌进越来越冷的爱里我快不能呼吸我想要你

如果你爱我你会来找我你会知道我快不能活

如果你爱我你会来救我空气很稀薄因为寂寞

❤ this song so so much! Thanks to the drama, 我可能不会爱你 (In Time with You) acted by Ariel Lin & Chen Bo Lin. This song really make me cry non-stop. :'(

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_orYpmiX1CY&feature=related

I MISS YOU~

I WANT YOU~

I LOVE YOU~

CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!~

2011-11-14T16:36:00.029+08:00

Today is his birthday and I've actually written a letter for him. But I just can't get myself to give it to him. So I'm just going to post what I've written here, hoping that he would see it.

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你.

A letter that will never get to him:

Happy 17th Birthday Kok Hwee!!! May all your dreams N wishes come true! Stay happy N smile always! I have decided to give you something on your this year's birthday. Hope you will like it. It's a blog which I have written from year 2008 till now. Here's my blog: http://if-i-was-brave-enough-to-admit.blogspot.com/

I've actually stopped writing for almost a year. But recently, I started writing again. I hope you will spend some time to read it. I really hope you will give me a chance to be with you. But even if we cannot be together even after you read all these, I still really hope to be friends with you. And even if I don't have a chance to be with you, I hope you will answer a question of mine. Here's the question that I've been wanting to ask you: 'Have you ever like me before?' Even if it was just a little bit... ... I hope you will answer this question. Because 听说你曾经喜欢过我, so I really want to know the answer. I've been waiting for the answer for 3 years and I really hope to get an answer to this question. Anyway, enjoy yr day! =) Hope to receive your reply soon.

♥ Cassandra Ho

15/11/2011

有人说我们彼此相爱, 可是我们没有在一起.

我知道我可以这样的一直爱着你. 因为我还是一样地爱你.

I've once told myself:

我要努力地不爱你, 因为我不能忘记你.

But

我真的不想忘记你, 因为我真的太爱你.

没有谁能取代你在我心里, 只要有你, 我哪里还需要别的愿望.

I know how painful, waiting for someone can cause.

Waiting is indeed a difficult and painful process.

对过去, 对未来, 我什么都没办法确定, 唯一能够确定的是我爱你.

11/11/11 11:11pm

2011-11-11T20:46:00.001+08:00

Today is a SPECIAL day!!!
Because today's date is 11/11/11!!! :D
Waiting for the time to be 11:11pm before I post this up onto my blog. I know it's lame to do this. But I just want to make some wishes and hope that they will all really come true one day.

Actually planning to tell him about all these today as I saw a post which says: If you haven't confess to the person you love, faster take this chance to confess on this special day. But I still do not have the courage to tell him. Miss him so much and I can only see his photos when I think of him. :'(

Saw this video today which is so meaningful and touching that I cried while reading all those phrases in the video:
http://video.l3.fbcdn.net/cfs-l3-ash1/70017/610/452757032887_53952.mp4?oh=9d0f40459c3971f64aabded9494bb5fd&oe=4EBFB800&l3s=20111111041848&l3e=20111113042848&lh=0ddb131a13b99d662f25c

After watching this video, I thought about what I've done all these time just to forget you. But they have all go to waste. Nothing I do can make me forget you. I know that I should let go of you so that I can be free of all these years of sufferings and pain. I always tell myself that if I can forget you, I will be able to let myself off. I've tried my best to let go of you all these time but I still can't do it. I don't want to hurt myself too. I also want to get out of all these! But I just can't forget about you... I just can't let go...

11/11/11, 11:11pm
Me <3 You!

Happy 17th Birthday YIP JIA WEI!!! :D

2011-11-09T23:49:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Jia Wei!!! ^^ May all yr dreams N wishes come true! :P Stay happy N smile always! :) Hope to meet up soon! :D
❤ Your Mei, Cassandra Ho!
(These are some of the things I wrote on the card but don't wanna post it all here. Dun expect the whole world to read it. Haha!)

Today is one of my best guy friend, Jia Wei birthday!!! He will always be there for me in times of troubles and help. Whenever I have problems (e.g. Study, family, love problems), he will always show his care, concern and support towards me, as if I'm his real sister. And his encouragement and solutions towards my problems really helps me a lot! He will always find ways (e.g. Silly jokes, doing or saying lame stuffs) to cheer me up when he knows I'm sad. Really a great thanks to him! A great and awesome friend indeed! Thanks for everything you have done for me, Jia Wei!!! :D

My best friend, Xin Ying and I made a BIG card for him yesterday! This is the first time I did a card for a guy and the first time I did a card which is 4 times an A4 size paper! HAHA! Hope he will ❤ it! :D

Friendship of 4 years, going 5 years! Time really pass very fast.

Our friendship will never end! :D Friends 4ever!!!

10 more days...

2011-11-05T21:34:00.001+08:00

Today is the 5th of November. 10 more days to his birthday. Should I tell him about this? Still thinking. Haiz...
At this point of time, memories all came to my mind again.

I still remember how we got to know each other. Perhaps u have forgotten, but I never will. There was once in Miss Chin's lesson that u chat a lot wif yr group of friends and she kept asking u and yr friends to stop talking but u all still continued. I guess she knew that if she asked one of u to change seat, yr group would not have the chance to talk anymore. And she was thinking who to change the seat for. And she decided to ask u to sit beside me. At first, u didn't talk to me at all and I did not know if I should start to talk to u first as I was a shy girl. But on that lesson, Miss Chin wanted the class to do partner work, which was to read a passage and discuss about it. I kept peeking if u would start talking to me first but after waiting for quite some time, u still did not talk at all. U just lean back on your chair and read the passage. At last, I did not have a choice as I was afraid Miss Chin would ask why we are not doing anything. I cannot be just sitting there and not doing anything. So I decided to talk to u first. I still remembered what I said to u: 'Have u read finish the passage?' Haha! And we started to talk a bit. That's when I start to know u and slowly, have feelings for u.

I just want to know if u have feeling for me before even if we cannot be together. I still remembered when I was in PDP and Xue Ying called. And when I picked up the call, what I heard were just noises from the surroundings. I kept saying 'Hello hello...' but nobody answered. I thought that she accidentally called me and so I wanted to hang up. But I suddenly heard someone saying 'Do you like Cassandra?' And I was shocked to hear that. I was wondering who she was asking. And I heard a guy voice saying smth. But I did not get to catch what that guy had said as it was too noisy for me to hear anything. After that, there was nth but all those noises that came from the surroundings. At that time, my mind was so confused and lots of things were going through my mind, and I just hung up the call. I'm thinking if that guy was you. Till now, I still wonder who the guy is.

The next day, the class was like teasing me and you. I missed the memories when we were in the same class. I really missed the times when we could see each other everyday. I really miss everything regarding you. Still remembered u sang one of jay chou's song class. And I was so happy as I was just sitting in front of u. Was really very happy to hear u sang for the 1st time.

Wish you would know how much you are important to me, wish you would know how much I miss you and most importantly, wish you would know how much I love you.

I know I'm not skinny, tall or pretty like other girls are but I hope that u will just give me a chance to prove that I'm different from them by showing how much I love you.

Perhaps u have changed and is not the one that I've known from secondary 1 anymore. I might not know u anymore but I believe that my love for u will not change no matter how much u have changed because people change but the love will never change.

People's tastes don't change, some things will never be the same again, but some feelings will never change no matter what happens.

❤ Cassandra

Missing you badly...

2011-10-26T15:18:00.001+08:00

I wish I was given another chance, or perhaps if I could turn back the time, I would surely tell you my feelings for you and how much I love you.
甚至我只能看到你的背影, 对我来说, 这已经是足够了.
Wish I could hear you say goodnight to me every night.
Wish you were here with me right now.

How I survived when I think and miss you in my 1st semester of poly...

2011-10-25T18:17:00.012+08:00

During the first semester of poly life, my friend whom knew that I've been having feelings for you all this time, would tell me about you as she is in the same lecture hall as you.

So COINCIDENCE!

She would tell me that you would often sit alone by yourself in the lecture hall, like a loner...

Blah Blah Blah... I would always be happy to hear her say about you.

And sometimes, I would ask her lots of questions regarding you.

For example, did you see him get along with people from his class? Do you know if he's done well for his modules? etc.

But when once, I saw you at the IT school canteen, I really very 'fang xin le' because I saw you with some of your poly friends so happily chatting and laughing together.

I was so happy as I was afraid that you would be lonely there because you're so shy to make friends especially with girls.

That's why I thought. Haha.

I was so happy when I saw you walking pass me when I was in IT school.

I would feel so lucky and happy on the days I met you in TP. Haha.

But the few times I saw you walking pass me, you are always alone.

I would be thinking if you have met any close friends whom you can get together even after school.

How's yr results last semester? Did you score well for yr GPA?

How are you this semester? Are u happy in yr course? Have you met more friends? Must study hard this semester k? Hope you get good results for this semester! :D Jia you! Will always be cheering for you silently!

Hope to see you soon in school! Been missing you more and more every single day...

为什么爱的人不能够跟它爱的人在一起?
偷偷的看你, 偷偷的想你, 偷偷的愛你, 最后偷偷的哭了.

Jia you, XIN YING! My Poly starting very soon!~

2011-10-20T18:03:00.010+08:00

Yo, back again! =)

I've decided to start blogging again!

Oh ya, my Best Friend and Meimei, XIN YING had her Science Practical today. Hope it went smoothly! =D

Not only good luck for her science practical today, I wanna wish her good luck for all her O-level exam papers! ^^

Xin Ying, JIA YOU, JIA YOU, JIA YOU!!!~

Do the best you can! I'm sure you will be able to get very good results! =)

Will be cheering for you! All the best to you, Xin Ying! :P

❤ Cassandra Ho

Hmm... During this almost 2 months holiday, I've been watching Taiwan and Korean drama shows.

These are the drama shows that I've watched: (Seriously, ALL SUPER NICE!!! )

Taiwan Drama:

1) 天空之城 by Rainie Yang, Ken Zhu, Li Bing Bing

2) 醉後決定愛上你 by Rainie Yang, Joseph Chang

3) 戰神 by Vic Zhou, Barbie Xu

4) 流星花園1/2 by F4, Barbie Xu

5) 流星雨 also by F4, Barbie Xu

Taiwan Movie:

爱你一万年 (WATCH THIS! NICE!!!)

Korean Drama:

Mischievous Kiss – Kim Hyun Joong, Jung So Min

Other than watching drama shows, I've also been listening to songs, watching television, going out with friends (but very little, most of the time at home which is super boring!), on Facebook etc.

Some of my favourite songs are:

1) Vic & Barbie - 让我爱你 (Let Me Love You)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EcR_Qu-PNxw&feature=related

2) Liang Yi Zhen - 说爱我 (Say You Love Me)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fw0F5QHBsIo

3) RaRa - 白色恋曲

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFwFJs76tBw&feature=related

4) 张敬轩 - 只是太爱你

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2rVffhNd0E&feature=related

Listen to them! You won't regret it because it's super nice! You will get addicted to them! The rhythm is so smooth and catching and the lyrics are so meaningful too!

AND yeah, you must have been thinking what have I been doing in Facebook?

Everyone is thinking Facebook is getting more boring nowadays. So they have been using Twitter, Tumblr, etc instead.

Hmm... I've been stalking people. LOL!

Been going to Amirah, Zarifah, Xin Ying and especially, his profile everyday.

I would go to his profile at least 3 times a day although he seldom use or update anything on his wall.

I guess I'm really crazy about him and I really don't know why. If I can, I really want to know the reason why.

I would see his picture everyday and I will feel very glad already even if I'm not able to see him.

But I still wish 1 day, I'll be able to see him as often like in Secondary 1 to 3, where we were in the same class... Or even in Secondary 4, where I can still see him in school, standing outside my class waiting for his friends.

Not like now, only get to see him perhaps, most only once in 1 or 2 months?

Poly semester 1.2 is starting on this coming Monday, 24 October.

Hope I will be able to see him soon.

Or I guess I won't have the chance to see him because I've seen his timetable...

His everyday break time and mine is different.

And also, his Tuesday is so packed. He'll be super tired on that day...

I wonder what he will do during his break time...

Will he have friends to accompany him? Hope so, don't want him to be lonely.

Haiz...

I shall end here now.

❤BYE❤

- I don't know what makes me start to have the 习惯 to write again. Perhaps, the reason is you. Even how tired I am or no matter how busy I may be, my thoughts and feelings for you always motivates me to write.

- I've never felt this way before.

爱只有简单笔画

却比想像複杂

A Song from ME to YOU

2011-10-19T10:49:00.001+08:00

Thinking of YOU!~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wp2olvFO-mA&feature=related

It's all coming back AGAIN and AGAIN

2011-10-19T09:31:00.011+08:00

I've stopped blogging for a very very very long time since last year as I thought that I've already forgotten him. But I realized, I've not forgotten him at all. So, I have no choice but to start writing all these feelings and thoughts again...

Recently, I've been missing him again and thinking of him again and again.

I've even dream of him! N the dream was even more ridiculous!

I dream that we were in a relationship and in my dream, I was hugging him, etc.

Although it's seems blur, as the dream was on 15 October 2011, a Saturday night, which is a few days back.

But I can still remember some moments that happened in my dream.

Is this too clear enough that he has always been in my mind or even in my heart?

I thought that I've forgotten him as it has been almost 1 year since I thought of him.

But I've to admit that in this almost 1 year, I would still think of him quite a few times.

However, nowadays, I've been thinking of him too often that I would be waking up in tears. :'(

I don't know what to do. Can anyone please tell me, what I should do?

I would think of him especially on the lonely nights, which I hate the most as it will be difficult for me to sleep or even, I will not be able to sleep at all.

AND, I swear, I didn't sleep at all for the whole night at all today, the 19 October morning (just the start of the day) OR should it be the 18 October night (the last period of the day, which is soon, the next day)?

I just kept on thinking what I should do the whole night and decided to write down my feelings.

It's the first time in my life that I did not sleep at all for a night (excluding chalet etc).

Am I suffering from insomnia?

Not sleeping at all is so much worse than sleeping very late.

I've been thinking of him for the whole entire night and thinking of what I should do now after more than 3 years of all these!

Should I continue all these feelings for you and ignore? OR Should I tell you about how I feel all these time?

Memories of you just keep coming back...

- If it wasn't LOVE, why is it be able to last for such a long time? So is this what it's called LOVE?

- No matter how much I try or what I do, I still could not seem to forget you at all.

别再哭就让他走再多痛苦的等待相信我也能承受

闭上眼不再留恋你却一遍又一遍出现在想你的夜

可是我好爱你我觉得我会离不开你

明明知道不会有结果但还是不能忘记你

而你又怎么能够就这样一去不再回头

2010-12-02T13:37:00.005+08:00

Hi. I'm back! :)

Seems like it's been a long time since i last blogged.

Thinking of this LONG holiday makes me feel so excited coz i've planned the things tad i wan to do during tis period of time.

For now, I am watching a korean drama, will it snow for christmas?.

Before this drama, i've watched 2 taiwanese drama, 藍海1加1 and 幸福一定强.

These 2 drama shows are so damn romantic.

Yesterday, someone asked me smth when i told tad person i love watching taiwanese drama and tad person asked me 'Wad's so nice abt taiwanese drama?'

I answered 'I dun know. Mayb bcoz it's dramatic N all the wonderful N romantic events in the show will nv happen in real life. It makes me feel so touched seeing the male main character doing some actions N saying some words. Probably is the unrealistic story tad makes me love watching it coz i know it won't happen in real life.'

Den tad person replied 'It will happen but not as wonderful as in the show. I will make it happen to u xD.'

When i saw this, it give me a hope tad actually fairytales do come true. Lol.

Another thing tad person said tad makes me feel so touched was 'Yr unaware of things which may happen in life. Something jus won't happen when it's not time. U mus believe tad the things u wan may happen but it's jus not the right time.'

This give me a hope tad the things tad i wan it to happen will come true 1 day.

Okay. It's time for me to continue my korean drama, will it snow for christmas?!!!

Bye now~ ❤

A post from 13Feb to 19Feb! Lol.

2010-02-19T21:28:00.007+08:00

hihi.. I am so tired today. Haiz.. Today went for A-maths tuition at Novena at 2.30pm den 7pm reach home. Last saturday, went to grandma's (father's side) house to eat renuion dinner. Den sunday, it was CNY! May all my dreams n wishes come true! Hope tad tis year will b a lucky year 4 me. Onli went visiting to my grandma's house on sunday. Den monday went to my fourth aunt house, godfather house n 1 of my dad's friend. Tuesday, stayed at home n do hw n watch tv. Wednesday went back to skool. Skip Gu zheng on tad day coz went to teach Xin ying maths at caltex. Thursday, went home after skool to bathe, eat, do hw n den rush to skool at abt 5.20pm for the trip to River Hongbao at Marina Bay brought by Mr Ngio to bring the old folks there. Quite fun. Saw some exciting rides (even better than escape theme park)! But very expensive so nv went play on the rides. When we were going off, we had to bring back the old folks to their place where they stay together which is quite near to the skool. It was already abt 9.30pm. Den we hav to take bus home ourselves from tad place. All of us didn't know tad we will not be sent back to skool. Mr Ngio nv even say. Two of the SJAB even left their skool bag in skool. They were very upset as they hav hw to do n have to hand it the next day. Poor thing. Lucky they put their bags in the CCA room or else their valuables or anything could be stolen. They were very worried. So, KC n I went to comfort them n ask them not to worry too much. After tad, went to walk to the bus stop wif KC n meow qing. Meow Qing went to the same bus stop as me while KC went to the bus stop which was opposite. KC's bus came when she reached the bus stop. Den Meow Qing bus came. Abt 10 min after meow qing go, my bus came. By the time i went home, it was already abt 10.30pm. It was a very tiring day. This morning wake up very very very tired. Haiz. Today, during english so embarrassing, teacher show my report writing on the projector to the whole class! Lots of mistakes! Haiz. Today when going home took bus 8 coz wan top-up ez-link card at 7-11. It was abt 1pm when i board the bus. Den got 1 insane man keep singing and talking aloud. He even wore a very long earring on onli one ear. Weird! His skin was very very dark. One springfielder even wear a mask n entertain hym n also talk to hym. Den when i alighted the bus, i when to 7-11. Wanted to top-up my ez-link card but the machine spoiled. So unlucky. It was abt 1.10pm. Den went out the 7-11 tad time saw 1 old man on the ground n some primary skool students were crowding around hym n helping hym to stand up. So poor thing. When the old man started to walk wif his walking stick, he walked very very slowly. Haiz. Jus bcoz i took bus 8 den get to see tis things. Normally take bus 15 also dun hav lyk tad. Lol. Still got a lot weekend hw!! Tad's all for now. Hav to do my F&N hw n sent to teacher by e-mail today. Btw..Hope sherry get well soon! Wanna see a healthy looking Sherry on Monday! Good luck to everyone for their Common test!(: Mus study hard le. Bye!

CNY is coming!

2010-02-08T20:29:00.006+08:00

It has been almost one month since i blogged. My blog is lyk so dead. CNY is coming! Yesterday jus hav a reunion dinner. My cousins are so damn cute! One is girl and one is boy. Lol..I was lyk so childish coz i played with them some toys that are so damn childish. Haha. It was so fun playing wif them. Wad is more funny abt my cousin who is the boy. His mum is from China and he do nt talk in chinese. Instead, he talked very good english. I was so stunned when i heard hym talking to me in english abt science. When he talked to me, he was lyk so expert in english. He even talked to his friends and family in English. I dun understand why his mum is from China and he is poor in chinese. So funny la. He is also reali good in science and he is so damn interested in science. I heard his mum say tad whenever his mum bring hym to the library, he will take a lot of books abt science and tell his mum tad he wants to borrow them. So the mum went to sign a library card which can borrow 16 books at one time but nid to pay extra money. He is so damn crazy abt science. His mum also says that whenever bring hym to popular, his mum will let hym stay there for abt 1 hour and he will jus go and take the books that he is interested in and sit down quietly reading without anyone telling hym wad to do. So crazy la. He mus be damn good in science. Yesterday, i threw a science book which is abt more than 100 pages to hym and he jus straight away flip through the pages and read it. He read finish in less than 1 hour! Tad made me shocked. Can't believe it. Nv see before anyone love science so much. He mus be a genius next time. Going to see my two cousins during CNY! Looking forward to it. (:

Here are some pics i took yesterday:

This is his creative work.(: Lol.. haha.

This is the puzzle tad she did. It consists of 100 pieces.

So clever right? Of coz with the help of me. Hehe.

Both of them so cute right? Haha.

How i wish they are my bro and sis.

Tad would be such a wonderful thing.

Today is one of the most angriest and saddest day. My mum threw away my things without my permission. I am so damn angry and sad. Angry because she jus threw my things away without asking me if i still wan them. Sad because i reali wan them back. I jus realise it today. When i ask her 'where is it?', she said that she threw it away. Den i ask her why. She said 'because if i told u, u will not wan to throw them away.' I was lyk so damn angry when she said that. How can she do this? How can she jus throw away my things? I hate her for doing this! I hate her for throwing away my things without even telling me! She dun even have a respect for me, so why mus i respect her then? I hate her for doing this! This is not the first time somemore. From now onwards, i will not respect her until she learn to respect me. Can't she jus mind her own business? I wan to buy things tad i lyk also cannot. She keep saying 'you got so many already still wan to buy! Our house no place to put already!' den i said 'next time i got my own house then got space already wad!' I reali hate her for stopping me to do things tad i wan to do! Tad's all for now. I will blog when i am free. Haiz.. lots of hw.. Stress! Everyday after skool also got something on. Mus gt into JC! If cannot den no choice lo. Den i go to poly but mus get into the course i wan which is accountancy. Jia you!

2010-01-10T16:49:00.003+08:00

More than 1 month nv blog le. Yesterday abt 3pm went airport to see Thanathip off. He went back to thailand le. Dun know went will be the next time seeing hym. Haiz.. KC, Sherry, Zubaidah, Zaharah, Sumanjit, Kel, Dion oso went to see hym off. Hope we will be able to keep in contact wif each other. Lol. Won't be blogging for quite a long time coz will b busy studying and doing hw! Jia you for the coming o-levels! Mus get into JC! Tad's all for now. Going to do my F&N and Lit hw le. Bye.

2009-12-08T09:44:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my dad's b'day!!! But i actually forgotten all abt it. I am so disappointed wif myself. How could i possibly forget such an important day?? He mus be so upset. Even my brothers 4gt. How can tis be?? Haiz nvm. But we celebrated on sunday, 6 dec, 1 day before his b'day. We went to eat seafood 4 dinner at my house downstairs. The food was yummy! On saturday, 5 dec, my father bought 2 PSP for my brothers n me. So good. It cost abt $1000 altogether. So expensive..n my father actually bought it. He is the best dad in the world!!! Haha. Lols. He said tad other PSP, some games cannot download coz some of the game memory too big but mine can play all games. Tad's why more ex than the others. I oso jus reborn my hair at tm the jean yip on sat wif my mum. Now my hair so straight. My mum oso went to colour her hair. Haha. Sit there for abt 4h. Sit until very tired n backache. Haiz. The hairdresser was so busy wif other customers. Do my hair halfway den do other things. So take longer hours. This Thur gt a-maths tuition at 2pm. Got a lot of things wanna post but no time n lazy. I dun think i going to post abt the china trip. All the china trip pics are on facebook. So if wan see, go facebook n see lo. Tad's all for now! Wan go do hw le.

2009-12-01T10:35:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to KC, Ariel Lim and Huai Wei!!! May all their dreams and wishes come true!(: I hav a bad news n a good news. The good news is: My dad buying PSP for my brothers n me!! N the bad news is: My bro, Alvin jus did an operation yesterday afternoon. I feel so sad for hym coz on saturday n sunday, we went 2 Tanjong Pinang wif my relatives den he can't go coz my mum scared ltr he fall sick den cannot do the op le. So onli my dad, my youngest bro n mi go Tanjong Pinang onli. Yesterday actually wan to accompany hym to the hospital de but onli 1 person is allowed to go in the op room to accompany hym. So even if i go oso can't go in so my whole family nv go wif hym xcept my mum. Den my dad visit my brother after his work but nv bring me go n den come home after he eat finish dinner wif my mum but my mum sleep at the hospital to take care of my brother. My brother is so brave!!! Haha. Today afternoon my mum n my brother coming home but my brother can onli talk very very soft coz he did a throat op. Ltr afternoon got chem tuition at 2pm. Cannot see my bro come home from hospital. Haiz.

2009-11-30T13:56:00.004+08:00

Come bck le! Yesterday nite abt 7pm reach Singapore. The trip to Tanjong Pinang was fun & the food there was nice! I feel tad the people living there was pitiful as they have no shopping malls and their environment is nt as clean as singapore so i hav learnt to treasure wad i hav. Took lots of pictures too! Now starting to do hw le coz scared can't finish hw on time. Tmr gt Chem tuition at 2. Den Fri gt a-maths tuition at 11am. Den next week oso gt some other things on. Haiz.. Wad a busy holiday.. Going to continue to do my hw. Mayb nt posting for a few days.

2009-11-27T21:45:00.005+08:00

This post will be a quick one. Going Tanjong Pinang tmr till sunday nite. Must wake up at 6am. Sianz.. Tired!! Today went TM, T1 and century square walk walk den bought a new clothe. Lol. Haha. Jus watch finish 痞子英雄two days ago. It is a cool n exciting show. A lot of surprise n shocking events in the show. A very memorable show for me. Haha. Tad's all for now. Going to watch tv till 11pm den sleep. Byeee.

- There are people in tis world who try to hurt u, but there are also people who got hurt bcoz u are hurt.
- There's one kind of rival tad's hardest to beat n tad is without u realising, she's alrady between u two.
- If i was to kill myself wif a gun, i will carve yr name into the bullet so tad u will know tad u were the last thing going through my mind.

PDP BBQ - 21st Nov

2009-11-26T13:17:00.012+08:00

On 21st of Nov, there was a PDP BBQ gathering at Pasir Ris park. I met Shu Yi at a coffeeshop near her house b4 going to Pasir Ris inter to meet Xin Ying as i stayed near her house. Walk about 10 mins den reach le so we meet at about 4pm. Den we take bus 15 to Pasir Ris park to meet XY. After tad, we took bus 403 n alight at the last stop. Den we started looking 4 the pit tad we will be BBQing..But cannot find so i called Cherly. Den we saw a signboard which shows the no. of the pit which we are going to so i tot we will be able to find our way there. But walk about 5 mins, still cannot find. After tad, received a call from Siew Chin. Den she say 'Continue walking!' Den i was wondering how she know where i am so i look around den saw her. So she lead us to the pit. Funny xia. Lol. We reached there at around 5.30pm and found out tad onli Cherly, Siew Chin, Amin, Firdaus reached there. Scare me ley, i tot we was late coz Cherly say will be starting at 5pm. Haha. In the end, everybody came between 6.30-8.30pm. Lol. I reali wanna thank Cherly, her mum n her helper. They plan the BBQ and it was reali a success!! They reali got prepare. They bought all the foods and even gt prepared for the rain. Haha. We ended at 11pm den went home. Wanna oso thank Shu yi and her dad for sending me home coz her dad actually wanted to drive shu yi home as it was already quite late n den SY asked her dad if can send Xin Ying, Tabitha and me home or not so her dad say okay. It was reali very fun n reali love to hav another PDP BBQ soon! Hahas.

Pictures!!! (:

Mr KL & HB the Ghost!!! Haha..

Wad is Andi trying to do? Treatening Mr Reuben to eat Hotdog?
Haha.

PDP family photos!!!

Stop taking photos of me!!! Help!!!

1...2....3....Smile!!!

Gangter!!! Haha..

Yummy Yummy!!!

Wad is HW raising his hand up for???

Cherly n her mum.

Enjoying their food!!! Delicious...Lol.

BBQing!!!

- Ever since i know u all, life was full wif colours, yr smiles, yr laughters and everything is so special to me.

Sherry's B'day!!!(:

2009-11-24T17:59:00.016+08:00

6 Nov

Tad day was Sherry's b'day. KC & I had planned for her birthday party a few days ago. We also invited Kelvin and Jiong Yang to join us. We met at Tampines MRT at 2.30pm den I brought them to my house to celebrate while KC took a taxi to my house as she brought the cake and it will be a difficult for her to bring a big cake and take MRT and bus. When we reach my house, we put our bags down and went downstairs to play basketball. After tad we watch the movie transformers den halfway, we pause the movie and cut the birthday cake which was made by KC. Halfway watch the movie, halfway eat cake and drink coke & Peach tea. Haha.. tad was reali very fun.. We ended at abt 5.30pm.

Here are some pics tad i took:

Sherry lighting the candles!!

Singing happy birthday song and making a wish.

Cutting the cake.

Wad is Sherry trying to do?? Lol. Haha.

The cake which was made by KC and cut by Sherry.

SNAP!! SNAP!! Pictures tad were taken wif the cake.

Sherry smiling so happily.

The guy wif the black shirt is my younger brother, Alvin.

The 3 girls!!! Friends 4ever!!!

Pictures of 2 big faces!!

Kelvin, Jiong Yang and the b'day girl!!

Pictures tad were taken when watching the movie.

The girl wif the red colour shirt is my neighbour, Karen.

All the presents for Sherry!!

Opening all the presents!!!

The bear is from my neighbour, Karen.

The monkey is from Kel & JY.

The mickey mouse and the book is from me and...

The table lamp called 'MAX' (given by Sherry) is from Simeon which was given at the MRT before coming to my house.

Tad's all for now.

The next post will be some photos tad were taken at China.

It was a skool trip from 11-20Nov. There was 21 students and 5 teachers altogether.

Oh ya..Forgt to post some pics of my rabbits playing at the playground.

I also wan to post some pics of the PDP BBQ tad was on 21st Nov.

Haiz..so many things to post. Nt sure gt time to post or nt.

Still haven started doing my hw..Lazy ley..Haiz.

Dun feel lyk doing. December will be my tuitions and hw month.

Reminder to myself: No playing or relaxing is allowed for me next month.

Lol.

- Time reveals a person's heart.

I LOVE RABBITS!!!

2009-10-28T18:12:00.010+08:00

Today, I did archery in skool..
At first i tot it was boring n did nt reali wan to take part in it..
but after trying, i felt tad it was fun..
I was scared to pull the string of the bow at first as i was scared tad the string would break or the string will hit my hand when i let go..
and i oso felt tad pulling the string needs quite a bit of energy..
but after trying the third time, I shot at the target..so happy..
So i keep aiming and shooting the arrows using the bow...
there was 3 arrows to shoot in 1 turn..
I tried abt 10 turns..i think..
forget le..too many turns..
lol..
This is the first time i tried archery..
I wan to take part again!!!

My neighbour gt 4 rabbits!!!
erm..okay..let me describe their features..
2 of them r 2 months old and both are females...1 is black and white while the other is brown and white..
1 of them is the father..it is also black and white in colour..

and the other 1 is the mother..it is in white colour..

hahas..

I oso brought them to the playgroung to play...

so tad they can also exercise and hav fun by running and hopping around..

they can oso see the surroundings outside..lol..
Here are some pictures i took it wif my hp of them:

The mother rabbit

The father rabbit

The baby rabbit..it dun look lyk 2 months old right??

It is so big and heavy lo..

The pics on the left and the middle are taken in the cage while the one on the right is taken jus outside my house..

The other 2 months old rabbit.. looks lyk the same as the father rabbit..

but the father rabbit is bigger..tad's is the only difference..

The pic on the left is also taken in the cage while the right one is also taken jus outside my house..

Mus be fair to both of the rabbits..

so if take pic of the brown rabbit den oso mus take pic of the black rabbit...

or else one of them will be jealous...lol..

My neighbour..

The one who is wearing pink colour clothes is called Karen...

and the other person is called Kamin and she is younger than Karen...

Their elder sister is called Kelly which is nt in tis pic is called Kelly...

she is in the same class as me in pri skool bt now she is in east view sec..

haha..Kamin is now studying K2 and Karen is studying pri 3...

The 2 rabbits they are holding are both 2 months old..

The brown rabbit is Karen's and the black rabbit is Kamin's..

they both choose which one they wan..

and the father and mother rabbits are Kelly's..

She is the owner of them as she is the eldest and so she takes care of the elder rabbits..

haha..

I jus help them take care of all the rabbits when they are busy..

so i am the owner of all of the rabbits..lol..

Haha..Kamin why take photo nv smile de??

Karen smiling so happily..

Their relationship so close leh..

Stick so closely together...

Tad's all for now..

mayb the next post i will post the pics of the rabbits in the playground..

I took the pics already..but lazy to continue posting...too many pics le..

haha..

Exams over!!!

2009-10-16T20:52:00.009+08:00

Yehhhhhhh!!!

Exam over le!!!

at last, all stress is gone.. can relax le..

I am so going to watch a lot of taiwan and korean drama shows!

I think i will fail F&N and SS...

but SS gt lit to pull up the marks so maybe will pass combined humanities..

Other subjects hope will gt good results..

Today, the clouds veri nice..

look like explosion leh..

Here's the pic of it... Hahas..

Today, last day of exam..

went home straight away after exams..

bathe and get ready to go find Xin Ying at abt 1.30pm..

we decided to go to Bugis street..

coz she say she wan but bag..

so jus go wif her lo..

so long nv go out wif her n hav fun le..

so happy..

but we meet at Tampines inter first den go bugis together..

den saw a group of guys which i know from my skool and some of them are from my class..

so ps...haiz..

den faster walk away..acting as if nv see them n continue hearing music wif my earpiece..

den one of them call my name..i act as if nv hear..lol..

I oso hear them laughing when they saw me..

reali veri ps lehh..

I bought a black shorts tad cost me 37 dollars at bugis street..

XY bought a jeans from the same shop where i bought my shorts..

haha..she gt influence by me...

I buy pants den she oso wan to buy...

bt i am a good influence...haha..

bhb..lol..saw woon ling there oso..haha..

she so funny lo..saw me n she say 'tis looks lyk cassandra'

I was lyk 'i am cassandra la..lol..' so funny lo..

den oso went bugis junction..

coz shop finish at bugis street le..

haha..

- Life is short, wad I wan is jus an exciting n memorable life. Life is short so we mus treasure the people around us n everything tad we hav.
- Bcoz i hav a feeling for the rest of my life, I will onli lyk u. Tis way even though we're in different places, I will hav the courage to love on.

- I can see u wif my eyes awake or asleep.

Exam coming..

2009-09-26T21:13:00.003+08:00

Yeh!!
I gt channel 56, which got taiwan drama shows!!
lol..my dad went to change the channels for the starhub plan..
coz we nv watch discovery channels and some of the channels..
so he went to cancel it and change the channels..
Exam coming le..mus study hard..
oh ya..
I saw pha ying and pha qi on bus 5 when i going tuition..
so coincidence..so long nv see them le..
haha..
mayb not blogging for some weeks..
coz will be the exam period...
no time to use computer..
wan go watch bof le!
~bye~

- A true fren is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.
- Family, Friends and Love are wad money cannot buy, so we mus treasure them.
- Love and Friendship are nt to b tested.

OMG!! so many things to write!!

2009-09-03T17:10:00.007+08:00

Haizz..
got so many things, i wan to write..
dun know which 1 to write first..
i think i start from last saturday, 29/08.
tad day, was one of my saddest day of my life..
my maid, Rita has been 'fired' by my parents..
my maid and i had promised to keep in contact..
but i sms her everyday..
she also nv reply any of my sms..
reali miss her lots and lots..
my mum said tad she had found another employer..
hope tad her employer will be good to her..
reali hope tad she will sms me..
i feel lyk we hav already lost contact..
now my new maid is called 'Titi'..
her b'dae is 1 day before my b'dae..
lol..can celebrate together..
The second thing i wan to say is on monday, 31/08..
i went back to my primary school!!
reali miss all my godsisters and godbrothers..
but onli saw zhi an, hui yi and tian hui..
reali miss ting ting a lot..
reali wan to see her but too bad she was sick on that day..
hope tad i will get to see her on the next trip to my primary school!!
I oso saw my teacher Mrs Janet Lee, my primary 6 classmates,
liling, woon ling, kelly, andy, bryan, kai xiang, brandon, axel, jonathan, jin teck, joel and boon kian..
haha..i got good memory.. still can remember..
lol..
the third thing..
it's abt yesterday..
i needed to photocopy my passport for the china immersion programme..
but my mum had locked it in a locker..
i told my mum tad i needed it..
but she do not allow me to go..
i was so furious tad i said very loudly 'give me my passport la!!!'
i kept saying until she said 'i hav decided not to let u go..'
i was reali so angry tad i replied 'wlao'
i did not talk to her since on..
my dad called jus now and said tad my mum cried yesterday at night..
i was lyk..i should be the one crying bah..
but i think again and felt tad i had been rude..
haiz..my dad say tonight mus talk to her nicely..
and tell her more abt the trip so tad she can understand..
hope tonite i will be calm and nt so easily agitated..
i think tad she is worried as tis is the first tym i go to a country so far away..
but i jus wan her to understand..and tell her nt to worry too much..
i reali wanna go!!
haiz..
the reali last thing..
FINALLY!!
toay gt english oral..
i am surely gonna fail very badly..
the teacher was Mr Goh..
he ask so many questions..
and i jus answered, nv even elaborate..
confirm fail!!! i was the last person..i had to help the teacher to time each student..
and after the oral, i had to help hym put the table and chairs back into the classroom..
so worried..
when i was preparing for the oral b4 going to sit in front of the teacher,
i was sitting on a chair outside class 1E's back door..
den he(i dun wanna say who), was sitting behind me, his back facing my back..
also reading the passage, preparing to go for the oral and sit in front of the teacher..
i was so shocked when i turn my head and saw hym..OMG..
how come so coincidental???
tad's all..
whaoo..this post so long..(:

- Love means love, why mus make it so complicated??? Love doesn't need a reason.
- Why can't love be as pure as snow?
- Why can't life hav a happy ever after? Why doesn't fate be a happy ending?
- Life is nt a fairy tale and will never be.
- Love seems to be something tad cannot be faked.

2009-08-28T20:34:00.007+08:00

Today, i know my physics marks..
i gt 15/25..yehh!!
i pass!!
literature gt 16/25!!
i tot i would fail lit..
haha.. tad is luck!
lol.. lucky my hard work nv go down the drain..(:
chemistry..i still cannot remember my marks..
but i know i gt pass..
so everything pass except ss..
but i think overall in report book all pass..
haha..so happy..
my younger bro saw cedric, kh and sy today
when he went central park wif his frens after skool..
i think is central park..not sure..
lol..
my bro didn't know them until someone called cedric's name..
den he feels tad the name sounds familiar..
den they also wearing springfield clothes..
den he went to go and ask Cedric if he know me..lol
didn't know he will go and ask..
still play basketball wif them..
he also dun know them veri well still play wif them..
he lame xia..
haha.. anyway so coincidental..

- I am reali in love wif u right from the start and it will nv end bcoz i will onli love u deep in my heart and deep in my heart, i will wan u to be by my side 4ever.
- I have always wanted to ask hym ' If i'm onli left wif 10 seconds to live, wad will u say to me? '
- Am i hoping for a miracle to happen or hoping tad u will create a miracle for me?

2009-08-25T15:23:00.007+08:00

Today is a very tiring and rushing day for me..
coz i hav to cook a meal and wash all the equipments in 2 hours..
so rush..
but at least the cake tad i make turn out well..
haha..

I gt a lot of results le..
English: 23.5/35, 1st in class!
Maths: 34/50
A-maths: 33/50
Chinese: 34.5/50
Chemistry: forget le..lol..I so STM..
SS: 4/13, FAIL!!

Physics, literature and F&N marks dun know yet..
Hope will pass!! Probably onli humanities will fail..
Haiz..nvm la
at least i try my best!

- Fight through yr obstacles in life to achieve wad u wan...and if u are face wif a veri big obstacle, close yr eyes and remember why and how much u wan it so badly...if u truly wan something, and it's the right thing for u, u will b able to do it.
- It is onli when something happen tad a person starts to regret.
- 这世界是‘做’出来的，任何事情都需要‘做’这个过程，你才知道‘做’不‘做’得到。
- 只要不放弃，就会有奇迹。

Thanx Sherry and K.C!!!(:

2009-08-13T16:41:00.013+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hope all my dreams and wishes will come true!!
and stay happy 4ever!!
Yeah! I gt new phone! So happy!!
so happy, yesterday went to ECP wif sherry and K.C.!!
so fun!!
took lots of pictures too!!
i reali wan to thank sherry and K.C. for celebrating my birthday wif me!
I also wan to thank them for making my birthday so meaningful!!
i will remember it and treasure the memories forever!
I also wan to thank all those people who gave me presents and wishes!!
i will also remember it too!!
Thanx!!
Stay Happy 4ever Sherry!!(:
Do u know tad yr smile is so beautiful??
so u should continue smiling!!!

I saw a monkey downstairs my house!! lol..

2009-08-03T17:31:00.016+08:00

Yesterday, i saw a monkey downstairs my house..

lol..

reali nv lie..it has a very long tail..

Here are some photos i took of it:

My cousins also come to my house yesterday..

miss them so muchh..they r so cute..

wanna hav them as my brother and sister..

lol..

These are pictures of my cousins taken wif the toy they made wif lego.

So hardworking..even hardworking than my class..lol

This is a book tad i hav recently read tad i think is very interesting abt a person's true story..

I borrowed it from Xin Ying..

A book called 'Broken' by Shy Keenan.

My birthday coming le..

9 more days!!

i wan a new handphone for my birthday present..

gonna ask my parents for it..

still thinking which handphone i wan..

haha..

tad's all for now

~bye~

- If u clearly dun lyk someone, but pretend to lyk tad person, it's impossible. Similarly, if u reali love someone, but pretend u dun, tad's also impossible.

- If u lyk someone, would u rather he dun love u or would u rather he loves another person?

2009-07-30T16:01:00.007+08:00

hihi..
today was quite bored as xin ying nv come skool today..
but lucky gt sherry..
wth.. think of this veri pai seh..
sherry was lyk asking me shout jia wei's name as we were crossing the road going home..
jia wei was at the bus-stop nearest to caltex..
then i shout his name 3 times..
he still nv hear..deaf xia..
then CQ and XW were at the bus-stop opp caltex..
i and sherry were also going to the bus-stop opp caltex..
den CQ was lyk saying 'wlao u shout so loud for yr BF name ah..'
den XW say 'i tot should be KH??'
i was so pai seh..
but ignore it and act as if i nv hear..
all sherry's fault..
nvm..tis i dun blame her..
den ltr the bus came..
CQ and XW took the same bus as us..
den ltr sherry ask me ''wad is the gut tad u lyk the name ah??''
i replied 'dun know leh'
den she say 'SH ah..is it'
den i was laughing..
den CQ and XW were sitting behind..
den CQ say 'shhhhh..'
i was lyk wth..
den i keep laughing as sherry said wrongly the name..
den in the end she guessed right..
Lol..den after tad she asked 'which class he is in ah??'
den i dun wan tell her..
den she asked CQ and XW..wth..
i was lyk hope to faster alight from the bus..
CQ and XW was lyk laughing..den keep saying KH..KH
OMG..
den after tad alight from the bus go home..
oh ya..HW gt GF leh..omg..
haha..
gtg
~bye(:

- Memories nv fade away as they stay forever in our hearts.
- You jus attract my attention no matter how much i dun wan to.
- You dun hav to openly admit. You jus hav to use yr gaze to silently confess so tad i can move ahead a little more and find a reason to become lovers from friends.
- Being able to see u, hear yr voice warms my heart.
- Sometimes i wonder wad if i hav nv met u, den u will lead yr own life and i will lead my own life, but the truth is i hav already know u and i hav already fallen in love wif u.
- If i say i hate u, it reali means tad i love u.

He's so near to me!!

2009-07-23T20:57:00.007+08:00

hihi..
today went to caltex to eat lunch after skool..
same as always..haha..
wif xin ying..
den saw ZH, XW, SY, KH, CS, CQ..
den they also eat at there..so pai seh..
they were lyk facing Xin ying and me when they eat..
so weird..
i found out tad one of their voices has change..
so happy to hear his voice..
haha..
tmr gt gu zheng..
b4 going, mayb going to run 2.4km wif xin ying..
did nt know tad kelvin know how to write my chinese name..lol
haha..
bye..(:

- If i told u tad i love u, will u love me back???

2009-07-15T19:02:00.005+08:00

hihi..
today is a happy day but also a sad day..
my grandma come home le!!
but see her hav to eat through her nose, i started to feel lyk crying..
it mus be difficult for her to breathe..
and when she tried to say something and can't seems to say it out,
i start to cry..
but softly in case she know..
she also cry when she saw me..
i reali hope she will recover soon..
tad's all for now..
bye..

2009-06-25T18:56:00.004+08:00

today, went for tuition..
i am so sad, my grandmother was admitted to hospital yesterday..
hope she can be well soon..
miss her so much..
cannot even visit her coz my mum say there gt a lot of germs...
afraid tad i would fall sick..
haiz..less than 4 more days b4 holidays end..
still gt 3 more hw haven do..
CHIONG ah..

- Maybe part of Loving is Learning to let go.

2009-06-22T19:14:00.006+08:00

Today, went for tuition..
Haiz so tired..
yesterday nite, cannot sleep at first..
coz keep thinking of ethan ruan..
so happy..
heard tad there will be another week of holiday..
hope it is true..
OMG, i haven finish my hw yet..
still gt a lot haven finish..
haiz..still gt tuition hw..
tad's all for now..
~bye~

- When i am sleeping, i smile but when i wake up, my smile is gone coz when i am sleeping, i dream of you but when i wake up, i found tad it was jus all a dream and my smile jus go away.

2009-06-22T18:45:00.006+08:00

~Saturday, 20 June 2009~

I went out wif PDP..
there were Phoebe, Shirlinda, Reuben, Kar Leong, Siew Chin, Cherly, Hwee Boon, Andi, Xin Ying and me..
First, we went bowling den we went for lunch at Subway...
After lunch, HB and me went to fetch Xin Ying as b4 tad, she had tuition and so she had to join us after lunch..
Den we went to watch the movie 'Ghosts of Girlfriends Past'..
After tad i and Xin Ying went home by MRT together..
but i alighted at Bedok and she alighted at Pasir Ris..
~BYE~(=

~Sunday, 21 June 2009~

Today, i went to Bugis Junction to see Ethan Ruan Jing Tian!!!
I LOVE HYM!!
He is so cool~
Oso saw Cheryl Yang!!
They are the main characters in 败犬女王..
Love them!!
went there and took a lot of pictures of them!!
I wan to thank my mum for bringing me there..
thanx to her, i gt to see my favourite actor..
tad's all 4 now
~bye~

- No matter how high the sky is or how deep the sea is, nothing can cut off my love for you.
- You hav the right nt to love me, but you hav no right to stop me from loving you.

2009-06-19T12:33:00.003+08:00

hihi..
I gt a LED tv!!
my dad bought it last week and it was sent yesterday..
probably next week my room will hav a tv..
coz the living room's tv move to my parent's room..
den my parent's room tv will be moving to my room!!
yeh!!
Tmr going out wif PDP!!
going bowling at marina square!!
tad's all
~bye~

A trip to Bowling and Sentosa!!

2009-06-10T15:12:00.025+08:00

hihi..
on monday, i went bowling at Tampines Safra wif my family and one of my cousin..

so fun!!
den went to my cousin house..

i use his computer to watch 败犬女王..

now watch until episode 11 le..

so nice and romantic drama show!!

I Love Ethan Ruan!!

Yesterday, went to Sentosa..

went to the beach and learn how to do a sculpture using sands..

so fun and the sculptures look so real.

It is nt easy to do as it seems.

I oso went to play the Desperados and Extreme Log Ride at Imbiah lookout..

oso went to ride the Luge and Skyride..

and watch a show abt Animal and Bird Encounters..

during the show, the trainer took out a snake.
It was a yellow big snake.

When my mum saw it, she was so frightened tad she almost wanted to shout.

I was lyk laughing at her.

We oso saw birds and monkey during the show.

These are the pictures of the castle tad my family and i did:

I made the staircase by myself.

These sculptures are made by other people:

A dolphin.

A dinosaur.

A skeleton.

A castle.

Beautiful Parrot!!

I gt the blue band aroung my hand when i hav finish doing the sculpture. It is a simple test of knowing how to build a sculpture made wif sands!!

These are the batches tad my family gt after playing the Desperados:

All my family gt the silver ones.

This batch is the one i get as i scored the highest points.

tad's all.

~bye~

2009-06-04T17:50:00.003+08:00

hihi..
today, went to find xin ying at my skool den wait for jia wei coz xin ying wan to take from hym the earpiece thing..
den went to foodcourt..
and saw 4 boys from my class..
Cedric, CQ, Xiong Wei & Zhong Heng at the foodcourt..
den went to tampines mall to watch night at the museum..
the movie was so funny and nice..
went wif sherry and xin ying..
after the movie, i and xin ying went popular at tampines mall den went tampines 1..
bought the boys over flowers and 斗牛要不要sound tracks..
so happy..still gt free BOF poster..
I LOVE LEE MIN HO!!

爱情两好三坏 by 陈奕&曾之乔!!!

2009-06-02T12:11:00.005+08:00

爱情两好三坏 by 陈奕&曾之乔!!!

2009-06-02T11:10:00.006+08:00

ToGetHer

2009-05-26T18:51:00.007+08:00

ToGetHer

Jiro and Rainie

Prince Casaba and Xiao Yu

Meeting the fans:

ToGetHer main characters

Muackz..

Sad and Angry!!

2009-05-22T13:46:00.006+08:00

hihi..
I am so sad and angry today..
sad becoz my bestest friend, Xin Ying did nt come to skool today..
as she has a running nose and cough..
She will be goiing to the doctor..wondering how she is..
Hope she recover soon..i miss her so much..
Hope tad tmr she will be healthy enough to go out tmr wif the PDP students..
Xin Ying..mus wear nice nice hor..(:
i am going to DBS arts centre at Merbau Road, Robinson Quay tmr..
to see a drama play by William Shakespeare..
titled 'A Midsummer Night's Dream'..
den after tad go out wif PDP students..
wondering who i going..

I am so damn angry bcoz of the stupid malay boyz in my class..
they are so damn irritating and annoying!! Hate them..
They keep putting the flour sifter and put it on my head during F&N..
stupid idiot..
and then when i goiing back to class,
1 of the malay boyz took my dolphin from my bag..
and did nt give it back to me until for quite a while..
den he return it to me in the end..
i was lyk tolerating for quite some time already..
i was so damn angry tad i almost shouted and wanted to cry..
i always said to myself tad i am going to tell my parents or teachers..
if they are going to do it again..but i always did nt say..
as i am so scared..
i am scared tad they would beat me up..
wad am i suppose to do??

~tad's all for now~
hope the next post would be a happy one..

- You think pretending to be fine in front of others, hiding yr pain, will make you feel better?
-Things aren't going well without yr love.

转角遇到爱!!!

2009-05-19T19:33:00.032+08:00

OUCCCHHH..

KISSES:

wow..so romantic..

Alan Luo & Barbie Hsu:

Barbie Hsu:

Alan Luo Zhi Xiang (SHOW):

MYE result!

2009-05-18T20:13:00.007+08:00

hihi..
yesterday, i went to Orchard wif my godparents and 1 of my father's friend..
it was my godmother birthday!!
i bought 2 nice clothings!!
So happy!!

Today, i gt my result..
quite disappointed..
Wondering how is his result..
English:
Paper 1: 18/30 (Composition)
15/30 (Letter Writing)
Paper 2: 8/25 (Summary)
8/25 (Comprehension)

Chinese:
Paper 1: 46.5/70
Paper 2: 42/70
Paper 3: 14/20
Oral: 23/40

Mathematics:
Paper 1: 51/80
Paper 2: 54/80

Additional Mathematics: 42/80..surprisingly, i pass!

Science:
Physics: 20/50
Chemistry: 25/50

Social Studies: 11/30

Food&Nutrition: 22.5/100

~End of my results..~
Dun know Elective Literature yet..(=
Hope can pass..

gtg..Bye..

- The onli thing tad matters is jus following yr heart and eventually u will set it right.

白色巨塔!!!

2009-05-14T16:34:00.037+08:00

Hihi..
Finally exams are over!! Good luck to hym!!(=
so happy..
but i sure fail my Additional Mathematics, Social studies and Food&Nutrition..

Haiz..

Nvm.. at least i try my best..
Today, i went to Tampines Mall and Tampines 1 with Xin Ying, so fun!

I bought two earring and i movie, 大喜事 and Xin Ying bought a necklace and...a black tube!!

Lol..

I jus watch finish the 大喜事 today! So funny!

Xin ying went home after watching finish the first disc as she had to go home before 4pm..

I now watching 白色巨塔!! So nice..(=

so romantic..
I love it..The girl is so pretty and the guy is so cool and handsome!!

I love them!!

白色巨塔

Loves..Why nv smile de?

闗欣蘇怡華

angry still so pretty!

So pretty!

Handsome Doctor Yan

Cool!! Twist..

Cool and Strong!

My prince in pink!

Their True Love!!

Handsome andPretty!!

Kisses..Muackz..

- Onli now do i realize how painful it is to give hym up.

- You can be loved and you deserve to be loved.

- In this world, u cn give way to anything and everything except love.

2009-04-21T19:45:00.005+08:00

hihi..
yesterday, my gu zheng friends and i join the SYF and today, my CCA teacher told us our achievements and guess wad we got??
I and Siow Chen shouted when the teacher told us that we got a silver!!
I realli can't believe it as we saw the performances tad other skools performed yesterday, they were damn good..better than us a lot..i think all the skools gt gold as we gt silver, which is a very good achievement when we did nt reali perform very well..(:
Today, there was a team challenge which we competed against all the sec. 3 classes..
i was supposed to join floorball but parveen, zhuan mei and lorraine was late while some of the malay girls from my class did nt even come..damn it..i was so damn angry..
i made a point to go home to change into my PE attire as i 4gt to bring it bt they dun even care..
bt luckily, the netball team for my class was short of 1 player so i went to join the netball..luckily the trip to my house was nt wasted as i still gt to play..
the first match was my class, 3E and my opponent was 3H..
i was excited at first but disappointed at the end..
my role was to defend xue ying, who is a very tall girl..
it was so difficult bt i tried my best..in the end we lose by 3-2..
haiz..
nvm..jus a game...

To: Xin Ying,
i jus read yr blog post today and i am deeply hurt by wad you posted..
didn't know tad u reali hate my attitude, character and wadever so much..
tis is the second time i am hurt as first was the sms tad u sent to me..
didn't know tad yr post was more sarscastic..
nvm..wad's past is past..
i will nt fall out wif u no matter wad happen..so pls do not worry..
I did nt know tad u still can't forget HB and u still lyk hym..
Of coz i can't forget hym, he is my good friend..how cn i forget my friends??
I talk abt hym becoz there is nth to talk abt already and sometimes i saw hym and so i tell u since we both know hym..
and btw, it is me who break up wif hym not the opposite so, he do nt nid to explain anything to me..
Let me tell u, i dun lyk hym le..so pls do nt push me into yr relationship wif hym..thanx..
btw, i hav back out long long time ago..(=
lastly, i dun care wad abt the past already..
so, Xin ying, i love you!!
tad's all for today!!
bye..(=

- Why things are so close bt seem so far, why things are easy bt seem so hard?
- Being kind to yr enemy is to be cruel to yrself.
-Why mus everything turn out tis way?
-I love you but do not dare to tell you abt it. I jus wish tad i could say it out. I hate to see things happening to you bocoz i could jus watch u from far away.

First time going out wif my friends except wif PDP!!

2009-04-10T19:02:00.007+08:00

Today i go out wif my friends at 2pm..
wif kelvin, jiong yang, shafiq and sherry..
Kelvin is the one who initiated to go out..
i hate shafiq, always bully me..
:(
he sit beside me in class somemore..
one more tym he bully me, he is gonna regret it..
dun care abt hym la..
i went tampines mall wif them..
and abt 4+pm, i saw ZH and his friends he always go wif..
chan qiang, cedric, xiong wei, ZH..
including the person i lyk..
haiz..
first tym seeing hym outside..
but onli for a few seconds..
nvm..
i dun think he even care..
today damn fun lo..
i hope to go out wif them again..
can enjoy and relax myself..
go walk walk, talk talk, arcade, popular and eat at foodcourt..
haha..lol..that's all..
bye now..(:

- Loving hym does'nt mean i mus be wif hym.
- Can't believe tad i love you when u dun even care.
- I may nt b the person u miss bt you are the one i always miss.

Second last day of term 1

2009-03-12T17:53:00.006+08:00

hihi..
i am so happy today!!
i gt top in class for english overall..
so happy, tis is wad i hav always wish..
tmr gt report book..
hope can everything pass..
and at least 3 A's..
tmr is the last day of term 1..
but holiday also mus go back to skool..
sianz..
next monday, tuesday, wednesday and friday nid go back to skool..
onli thursday free..
does this considered a holiday??
still gt a lot of hw and project..
i would rather go to skool lyk normal skool days den having lots of hw and still nid to go to skool during the holidays..
sianz..
today KH, ZH nv come to skool..
perhaps they hav already plan to nt come to skool today..
they naughty naughty, skip skool..
haha..
hoping to gt good results tmr!!
wish me good luck..
~bye~

- Is it the beginning of the end or the end of the beginning?
- Be happy when u hav done yr best.
- This is nt the end, it's just the beginning of a new chapter in our lives.

2009-03-05T20:54:00.006+08:00

hihi..
today, i gt my physics marks..
i am so disappointed..
i thought i would pass..
but i gt 11/25..
jus failed by 1 and a half mark..
i oso gt my a-maths paper back abt 3 days ago..
i oso failed..
i gt 18/50..
but at least i gt above the class average mark..
i am surprised as when ZH, my kor knew tad i failed,
he comforted me by saying ' dun be sad la'..
i was happy when he said tad..
tis means his concern 4 his mei..
haha..
today when i wanted to shout ZH name as i saw hym,
and i saw KH..
and suddenly wad i wanted to shout jus can't come out from my throat..
tad's funny right..
i jus dun know why when i saw hym, i jus can't help it..
haiz..
missing hym..
he's always waiting outside my classroom to wait for his friends which are in the same class as me..
although we are nt in the same class, i will still see hym..
still loving hym deeply..

-The longer the time is, the more i love you, the more i love you, the more my heart hurts.
- The furthest distance on earth is not north or south! But is jus in front of you, becoz u dun know i nid yr love.
- If i carefully think abt it, if i divide my life into 3 parts, there's family, friends and love. Even if i do nt hav love, den at least two-thirds of them are very satisfactory. So why am i acting like its doomsday jus bcoz of the person who is in the love part? I thought for a while and finally i know why..it's becoz people's feelings can't be chopped into sections.
- Abandoning me, making me all alone..its you! You wanted me to be independent, so i took all the responsibility. But do you know simply accepting tis reality has taken up all my energy!

2009-02-21T15:12:00.004+08:00

Hihi.. jus came back from camp yesterday..
so tired..
yesterday nite went supper at Lavender..
ate wanton noodles, barbeque chicken..
i am so sad yesterday coz i jus dun know wad happen to siow chen and gina..
yesterday morning, at abt 7am, i was still sleeping..
but they woke up liao and they did nt wake me up..
i woke up at 7.10am and they already brush their teeth and gt ready to join the rest of the skool le..
so i went to brush my teeth and change my clothes myself..
after tad, i went to join the rest of the skool and they did nt talk to me at tad tym until i talk to siow chen..she jus replied me and there was silence and she keep talking to gina..
when we was going home, in the bus, i wanted to sit wif one of them but in the end they sit wif each other and i had to sit alone all by myself.. i was so sad..
almost wanted to cry..
after tad, we had to go up to the hall and i jus walk up alone, sit by myself..
and then when we were release to go home, i jus walk to the general office outside wif sherry without saying goodbye to them..
sherry waited for her mum to fetch her and i waited for xin ying to eat lunch wif her and we went home together..
Btw..i reali want to thank the trainers, Phebe and Hwa Jie..they are reali good..
i will miss them..
He did nt go for the camp..i reali miss hym during the camp days..
i reali wish he was there..

- We stay under the same sky and we stared at the same star, we are standing not far away from each other but the distance between our heart is just like the distance between here and the star on the sky, so far away.
- How i wish i can laugh as much as i breathe and love as much as i live.
- I have learn tad to love is to risk, nt being love in return and live my life to the fullest potential and fight for my dreams.

Hym..

2009-02-06T16:16:00.005+08:00

Hihi..
I am veri sad today..
i do nt know why, i jus keep thinking of hym..
Jus can't stop thinking of hym..
I keep thinking wad mus i do so tad i will know wad he is thinking about??
Although we are in different classes, but he will always come into my class to look for his friends which are in the same classes as me.
I will always look at hym whenever i saw hym.
Jus can't stop loving hym.
Wad should i do??
I am so confused..
I keep saying to myself ' Wads past is past, wads the point of dwelling over it?' but i jus can't stop thinking of hym.
We will always see each other in skool.
There's no way i can avoid hym even if i wan to.
let's not tok abt hym now..
i feel veri tired as i hav to stay back everyday..
come home still nid to waste my energy quarelling wif my youngest brother..
he is reali an idiot..
i reali reali hate hym.
how i wish he's nt my bro.

-The longer the time is, the more i love you, the more i love you, the more my heart hurts.

2009-01-24T13:55:00.007+08:00

Hihi..long long tym nv post le..
Coz my com spoil..
until yesterday den ok..
i think after tis post,
it will be another long tym b4 i hav the tym to post again..
Coz i will be having study programme every Monday-Thursday.
So Sianz..
Perhaps i will sleep the whole afternoon on Friday..
Tonite i will be having reunion dinner wif my mother side..
and tmr nite, i will be having reunion dinner wif my father side..
I love reunion dinner!!
But after CNY, i will be having Common test 1 le..
Sianz..
My aim for this year is to gt at least top 3 in class..
Mus study hard le..
Btw, i jus change my spectacles from white half-frame to Black frameless.
Haha..so funny..
I hope i can wear my new clothes faster..
but mus wait till CNY den can wear.. can't wait!!
I wanna wish every1 a veri HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

-Miracles can happen anytime but u dun know when.

Happy New Year!!

2008-12-31T14:57:00.004+08:00

Hihi..
Haiz after tmr den skool re-open liao..so fast!!
Tmr is a New Year le..
I wanna wish every1 Happy New Year Day and hope tad next year will be a better and wonderful year 2 every1..

2008-12-30T14:51:00.007+08:00

Hihi..today went 2 Tampines Inter to pay money for the clothes and belt tad i bought from my primary skool friend through her blog..

Guess who i saw? I saw Royston, Zhong Heng and Xiao Fu. Zhong Heng and Royston colour their hair golden brown..i was surprised when i saw them.

When they saw mii, they keep saying Kok Hwee's name and i look back coz i dun know is who, den they laugh at me and they say tad i lyk Kok Hwee..Haiz..

This is the shirt tad i bought..
I bought white and black colour de..$12 each

This is the belt tad i bought from her..
I bought black colour de..$5.50 each

I wan go watch 不良笑花 le..
~bye~

2008-12-27T12:45:00.004+08:00

Hihi..
posting again..
I went 2 my auntie's hse on Christmas Day from abt 3.30pm to 9pm..
I watch tv when i reach there as his hse hav channel 56 and 256..
my favourite channels as it has taiwan dramas..
and i oso played computer 4 abt 1h 30min after my dinner..(:
When my family was walking out of the car park as we were going home, there was a taxi turning into the car park and so my father flag for the taxi..
but it did nt stop, instead it was speeding so fast tad it almost hit onto my father..
i was veri shock tad actually i wanted to shout when the taxi was speeding in front of my father but no voice came out of my throat..
luckily my father ran away from the car..
and so my father lodge a complaint and tell the car plate number and said tad he mus gt an explanation from them..

Yesterday, my family brought me to snow city..
it was veri cold in there as it was -6.1 degrees..
can u imagine??
when i came out of the snow city, i was freezing..
But i enjoyed myself..

For today, i will nt be going out..
so stay at home watch tv and play com..
coz my brothers nt at home..
as they went to my youngest bro's teacher hse to play..
i wan to do other things le..
tad's all 4 now..
~bye~

2008-12-24T11:29:00.017+08:00

On Monday, i went to Tampines Mall to eat breakfast. I went to Din Tai Fung to eat...So delicious. Den went shopping around there bt bought nth. Den went to Big Splash at East Coast ParkwayPlayground. We went there 2 eat KFC and oso to rest as we hav walk 4 a long tym.

After tad, we walk to East Coast Park. My brothers went to rent a bicycle and i went to rent a roller blade. My youngest brother ride the bicycle wif training wheels bt my the other brother did nt as his Boys Brigade has teached hym how to ride. He ride so well lorh..damn good 1. At first, i did nt know how to blade and so i blade to the place where there is a circle wif railings to practice first..After tad it was drizzling..so my mum, my brothers and i went to the McDonald to eat and drink. After tad, the rain has stop, so i blade to the circle wif railings again to practice..after tad when it is tym to return the roller blade and bicycles, i blade to the rental shop to return..and i found tad i can blade quite good already and i was so happy..Btw, when i was walking to East Coast Park, i found a red colour leaf. I found it weird as red colour leaf can onli be found during Autumn..i think.

Btw, during the holidays, i hav been learning to sew some pictures..i hav finish 1 picture and i am sewing a new picture now..haha..

This is the picture tad i hav finish sewing:

This is the new picture tad i am now sewing:

Yesterday, my mum bought a log cake. The cake tad my mum bought was the dark brown 1. It is full of chocolate. My favourite. It was delicious!! The name of the cake is Chocolate Flakes Log. It cost $34.80.

I am now watching 不良笑花from youtube..now watch until episode 9 liao..

I now wan 2 go watch le..

~bye~

Me? Good Progress Award??

2008-12-16T17:47:00.008+08:00

I hav receive a good progress award, an award voucher of $150 will be presented by the skool next year. I so happy..it feels lyk it is a dream or they hav write the wrong name or wrong address coz no one tell me tad i was going to gt wad award. I dun know wad to spend it on, wan buy DVD player bt buy onli 1 thing lyk so fast den spend finish liao, so still thinking if i should buy anot. I going to watch finish 蓝球火, (hot shot) le, left 1 last disc. I love 蓝球火..all the characters in the show are so cool and handsome bt i lyk 东方翔the most..muackz!! Thursday and friday nid to go skool coz gt sec 1 registration dry-run and the real 1..so busy and scared..tad's all 4 now..~bye~

2008-12-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

Hihi..
sry long tym nv post le coz lazy and quite busy oso..
last saturday went Bugis street buy 2 shirts and 1 pants..
the shirt veri nice..
lov it lots..
sunday went wild wild wet..
coz my dad's b'dae..
go celebrate, so fun..
monday nv go anywhere coz raining..
den stay at home wrap next year skool books and watch DVD..
yesterday & today oso watch DVD..
haha..
tmr oso wan watch coz haven watch finish yet..
so mayb the next few days won't use computer..
another reason oso bcoz my bro wan use computer play games..
tad's all now..
gtg
~bye~

My friends and me...

2008-11-28T15:58:00.003+08:00

Xin Ying, Mii and Hwee Jing

LOVE COFFEE PRINCE!!

2008-11-28T15:47:00.009+08:00

Coffee Prince!!

Gao En Can and HER friends..

Wad secret are u talking abt? I oso wan 2 here!

Piggy back, i oso want..

Muackz..wad is the feeling lyk?

2008-11-28T15:32:00.004+08:00

Xin Ying, i wanna tell u tad i dream of u today but the dream was a nightmare..
oso 4gt abt wad happen in the nitemare le..
haha..
I slept till 12pm today.
so late right coz yesterday 12am then sleep..
slept for 12 hours..waah so many hours..
yesterday i went to my cousin's party in a chalet as he has registered his marriage b4 tad..
congratulation to them and hope they will be happy 2gether 4ever..
today went to my brother sec. skool becoz of his next year books..
den went to eat lunch at the food court nearest to his skool..
den walk walk shop shop around there den hungry again..
den went to KFC..
den i went to A1 to buy bubble tea..
I ordered green apple juice..long tym nv drink le..
so feel very nice, feel lyk drinking another cup..
my mum at home now, helping to pack our study tables..
i help her 2..since i hav watch finish all the drama shows..
love my mummy 4ever..
tad's all for now..
~bye~

2008-11-26T20:17:00.003+08:00

Hi..
I am so happy coz i hav watched finish 咖啡王子一号店 le..
today watch the last disc, so nice..
I hav fall in love with the main actress in the show..
lov her so much..
My fever gone le..
Now gt virus attack on my lips..
ouch..itch..
jus gt it tis morning..
dun know why..
now my sec. 1 bro still fever..
hope he faster gt well soon & gt energetic lyk b4..
hope he gt energy to quarrel wif mii 2..
jkjk..
Lyk tad oso good..
Onli my youngest bro disturb mii..
irritating lyk bees lyk tad..
buzz buzz buzz..ing around..
wadever heck care..
i hate hym man..
hate hym to the core..
bt sometimes still cute..
lol..
lyk real..
wad 2 do next??
watch finish all the VCD le..
haiz..
tmr den think lor, wad to do?
Perhaps, will listen to the CDs tad i bought..
jj lin, jay chou & FEI LUN HAI new album..
hahas..
missing hym again..
gtg..
♥ bye ♥

Hihi..Posting again!!

2008-11-25T15:52:00.005+08:00

Sry long tym no post le..
Coz friday went to E!hub..
went to karaoke den went to bowling as my parents take leave to bring my brothers and me out..
Saturday Xue ying came to my house to do the peer leader thingy..
den sunday i went to parkway parade..
went shopping but did not buy anything..
Monday, i had a high fever so rest at home for the whole day..
dun even hav any energy to walk..
sleep 4 more than 15 hours..
so awake now..
now a bit ok le..
now is my sec. 1 bro fever..
actually is my youngest bro fever first den pass to me..
den i pass to my another bro..
hope will nt pass to any other people in my family..
haiz..
Tad's all for now..
gtg
♥ bye ♥

2008-11-20T20:17:00.005+08:00

Hihi..
wake up so early today..
so tired..
when i gt home from skool, my youngest bro gt sick & i took care of hym as my parents were at work..
i help hym make a hot drink, find and give hym medicine..
stay at his side till he sleep..wet the handkerchieves & put on his forehead, neck, stomach, hands and legs..
change the handkerchieves every 10min..
do it 4 1 hr..
so tired..
i watch episode 4-6 of 咖啡王子一号店.
so nice..veri excited for the next episode!!
my parents bringing me and my brothers out tmr..
hope it will nt be cancelled becoz of my ill bro..
hope tad it will nt be raining tmr..
found out smth..
ZH make a new blog..
haha..
i tag hym and name myself 'SECRET'..
LOL..
i say 'change blog again'
wondering if he knows hu wrote it..
haha...
~bye~

Sianz..

2008-11-19T15:23:00.008+08:00

Hihi..
here 2 post again..
Jus watch finish episode 1-3 of 咖啡王子一号店.
So nice..
my bro, Clement..
So irritating..
People watching tv, play computer, he nth do..
den anyhow disturb people..
bo liao..
sianz..tmr nid to go skool..
peer leader again..
9am nid reach skool..
yawn..

Sorry sorry

2008-11-18T16:00:00.003+08:00

Hihi..
at last..here to post again..
sry sry long tym nv post le coz my computer spoil..
haha so happy..
last saturday, i went to a chalet at downtown east..
i went to eat BBQ..
hav BBQ marshmallows..long tym nv eat le..
yummy yummy..
last sunday..hmm
guess where did i go??
I went to Expo..
coz there gt book and food expo..
I went to eat so many types of food..
delicious..i bought a lot of titbits..
I bought books too..
all the books they sell so cheap..
the cheapest $3 onli..
i bought High School Musical 1 & 2..
my brothers bought abt 10 books..
so many..haiz..
nvm la..holiday ma..
hope they will guai guai at home read story books quietly
den i cn use com..
haha..lol
this thursday gt another BBQ..
my cousin getting engaged..
hope they will b 2gether 4ever..
i hope to find a good guy lyk hym 2..lol
tad's all 4 now..
so talkative right..haha..
wan to watch my korean VCD le..
i finish watching 2 VCD le..
the man of the vineyard & 魔女宥熙..
now wan to watch the last 1 tad my cousin borrow them 2 me..
咖啡王子一号店!!
~bye~

2008-11-02T19:39:00.004+08:00

Hihi..
i am so excited for tmr as i will be getting my posting of results..
i am oso worried as i hope tad i will nt go to the same class as him..
although i will miss hym, probably..
but i would rather try to 4gt hym then miss hym..
if i am nt in the same class as hym, probably it will be easier 4 mii to 4gt hym as soon as possible..
so tad i will nt be so miserable anymore..
good luck for my results tmr..
i shall end off now..
bye..

2008-11-01T18:44:00.003+08:00

Hihi..
today i am veri veri veri veri... happy..
i hav 400+ channels on my television..
lots of taiwan dramas..
hooray..but it is jus for now..
perhaps onli for a week..
after tad mus pay money then can..
now only try nia..
hope my parents can continue to let me hav the 400+ channels after the "trying" period..
bye now..wan go watch my television le..(:

2008-10-29T11:23:00.009+08:00

hihi..
today i hav gu zheng and i dun feel lyk going..
it is from 3pm to 6pm..
i dun wan to go home so late coz i wan to go home early to watch tv..
sianz..holiday oso mus go back to skool..
wad kind of holiday is tis..
still gt homework..
haiz..
Let's talk abt yesterday..
yesterday, i met one of my primary skool friend, Jonathan at the bus stop nearest to my house at abt 12.30pm..
coz my house is in front of a secondary skool and he study in tad skool..
wad a small world as i hav not seen hym 4 a long tym..
at first when i saw hym, i felt tad he look lyk 1 of my primary skool friend and did nt know if it was hym..
but i jus smiled as he look at me too..
he was wearing his skool uniform and i was wearing a white shirt and jeans..
i saw hym secretly looking at me for abt 2 tyms..
haha..tad's funny..
after tad his bus came and he called my name and actually wanted to tap on my shoulder and say bye to me..
but b4 he could tap on me, i turn back..
he still could remember my name and i cannot believe it..
my name is so difficult to remember..
i remembered his too..
lol..when i reach tampines MRT, i saw Hamkah wif his friends..
he saw me and said hi and i say hi back..
after the tour, i and some of the other top 5 students went to eat at McDonalds with our teacher, miss Chin..
we chat a lot especially the people from class 2E and 2F..
ohya..i dreamt abt my primary skool friend..
he was once my admirer..
when i woke up, i keep asking myself why did i dream of hym??
haiz..dun care la..it is jus a dream..
write a lot today le..i shall end off here..
~bye~

Going to The Esplanade!!

2008-10-27T15:24:00.005+08:00

Hihi..
here to post again..
i am going to the esplanade tmr..
As i won myself a ticket to a performance at the Esplanade!
The top 5 students for Literature get to join in.
The full price of the ticket is $8, and my teacher helps to pay half and i hav to pay the other half..
We are advised to wear smart casual.
I have to get there myself!! I'll be lost for sure!!
What am i going to do??
i will try to meet my friends somewhere tad i know where to go before going to the Esplanade..
I still hav to do some research on the Esplanade b4 the trip..
e.g. Purpose, objectives, vision of The Esplanade, at least 3 questions i wish to ask abt the Esplanade..
And i finish it before i went to post on my blog..
So tired..
After the trip, i still hav to write a Reflection Journal entry..
- My initial impression of the Esplanade
e.g. What it is for, what events/activities are held, How does it promote the appreciation for the arts in Singapore etc.
- 3 things i learnt abt the Esplanade
- 1 or 2 things i would lyk to find out more
I hav to reach the Esplanade tmr at 2pm and the tour will start at 2.30pm & it will finish at abt 3.30pm..
I hav to bring a notebook, pen, camera, some money, water and jacket or sweater..
tad's all for now..
i shall end my post now..
bye..(:

2008-10-23T15:19:00.004+08:00

hihi,
here 2 post again..
today is the last day of skool but i hav to go back to skool during the holidays for 6 days..
after skool, i went to look 4 miss chin for the briefing for the explanade trip as i gt top 5 for literature..
it was a hard tym looking 4 her..
next, i went to look 4 mrs maureen tan to ask abt my exams mark on my report book as i felt tad the total marks calculated was strange..
then, i went to look 4 miss brenda ong as i wan to gt back all my art works from her..
at last, i went to eat my lunch wif xin ying at the coffee shop..
the 1 nearest to my skool..
tad's all..
i am veri elated as in my report book, i pass all my subjects except for geography..
yeh..
hip hip hooray..
cheer for Cassandra..
lol..
i will end off now!!
~bye~

Days Left!!

2008-10-21T17:08:00.005+08:00

Hihi..
here 2 post again!
i am very sad as there is only 2 more days to go to skool b4 the holidays..
i will miss my friends, classmates and mostly hym..
lol..
i hope tad every1 will make good use of the holidays so tad u will not feel tad the holidays are a waste..
Good luck & miss u..
I will tell u wad i will be doing during the holidays on my next post..
~bye~

Class and Subjects that i have chosen

2008-10-20T19:39:00.002+08:00

Class- 1st choice: 3E
2nd choice: 3G
3rd choice: 3F
4th choice: 3H
Subjects-
1st Humanity: Literature
2nd Humanity: History
3rd Humanity: Geography

1st Coursework: F&N
2nd Coursework: D&T
3rd Coursework: Art
4th Coursework: Computer studies

1st choice: A maths
2nd choice: Pure Literature
3rd choice: Pure Biology

My Results

2008-10-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

Hihi..
today..i am posting my results..
i am quite glad wif my results as i onli failed 2 subjects n i scored quite well for the others!!
English -
Paper 1: 38/60
Paper 2: 28/50
Maths -
Paper 1: 50/60
Paper 2: 35/80
Science -
43/100 (FAIL)!!
Art -
69/100
Chinese -
Paper 1: 42/70
Paper 2: 71/90
History -
82/100
Geography -
46/100 (FAIL)!!
Literature -
47/75..

~End of my results~

Good luck to hym

2008-10-16T16:33:00.000+08:00

hihi..
i hope tad he will get the marks tad he wan..
if can, i hope tad i will not be in the same class as hym next year..
i promise myself tad i will 4gt hym & nv to think of hym in my whole life again..
if i am nt in the same class as hym, it will b easier to 4gt hym..
other than hym,
i oso hope tad all my fwens will pass with flying colours..
tc, bye..

2008-10-16T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hi..
tis is my first tym blogging..
2dae, my com cn use le..
yeh, coz ytd my computer got smtg wrong..
tmr i will get my results le..
i am veri worried as i will be choosing my subject combination tmr for next year..
i hope tad i can gt the subjects tad i wan..
wish me luck 4 tmr..
i shall end my post now..
tc, bye..(:

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Hym..

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Good luck to hym

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